SN came

[nsaidsmil]

Had an initial date a couple months ago, stuck it out. Now back and forth on this week. SN came earlier. Want to ctb tonight, but ate heavily and was scared. Don't know why. Maybe it finally feels real. Have guilt posting as I do here sometimes. Embarrassing to think about the aftermath, all that's on my mind.

 

[whereispeace]

Hope things work out for you one way or another. My SN arrived a few days ago, so I've been contemplating CTB. It's so hard though. I want to be at peace so, so badly.

 

[Taran]

Had an initial date a couple months ago, stuck it out. Now back and forth on this week. SN came earlier. Want to ctb tonight, but ate heavily and was scared. Don't know why. Maybe it finally feels real. Have guilt posting as I do here sometimes. Embarrassing to think about the aftermath, all that's on my mind.

I hope you make it work peacefully...hugs