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ashwin

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I was reading this forum for the last few months and learned about sn method from here. bought sn from big river india. had read comments here that v cant trust sn from big river but as i had no other option i went with it.. i done blood test one day before my exit date and the blood turned brown within a few seconds and i thought everything is fine. so i booked hotel the next day and took 30g of sn. it was very very salty in taste.. but nothing happnd to me.. i waited and waited but no symptoms or nothing...so any indians here please dont buy from big river india
if any indians here plz help me finding a reliable sn source
i cant even think about another failed attempt
 
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So sorry to hear about your failed attempt.

Curious as to how brown your blood turned when you tested the SN. Was it a dark brown like dark chocolate? Light brown like coffee with milk in it? Or somewhere in between?
 
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I'm so sorry that happened. I can't imagine the headfuck of taking it and it not working.
 
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So sorry to hear about your failed attempt.

Curious as to how brown your blood turned when you tested the SN. Was it a dark brown like dark chocolate? Light brown like coffee with milk in it? Or somewhere in between?
can say somewhere in between..
 
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as my first attempt failed due to fake sn i bought another one and as i now have no confidence in blood test i opened it and took a small quantity and drank.. nothing happnd for the first 30 minutes but after that it was a nightmare.. yes its not painful but as i was not prepared it was a shock for me.. my heart began to beat at high speed, felt i will black out any time and i was so afraid as i was not alone at home.. so i lay down on my bed and after a few minutes i thought everything was ok but when i began to walk again i felt i will black out again..so lay down for another half an hour.. now looks ok but have color change on my lips and nails.. i can confirm it after a few hours once the color changes.. i am still shivering... So please dont try to take even a small dose of SN if u r not ready to go...i have read someone here posting that he drinks sn every day can anyone give me his thread link as i am unable to find the link.
 
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I'm new here today and am going to be opting for this method, I'm sorry you feel this is the only way to end your suffering, but I understand. If you are really ready to go I hope it is peaceful and quick.
 
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What's fake SN supposed to be, if not low purity ? Does normal salt also turn brown from a blood test ?
 
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the thing confusing me is why it took 30 minutes to show the symptoms.. may be because the quantity i took is low.
What's fake SN supposed to be, if not low purity ? Does normal salt also turn brown from a blood test ?
i today tested with normal salt and color will change.. i dont know whats the normal color for pure SN but normal salt will also make the red color of the blood change to brown.
anyway i feel SN is not painful as i thought from my todays exp.. Its really salty but not that much bad and may be if i take more it may feel horrible.. I hope everything goes to me as happnd today.. complete black out without waking up again.
 
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.i have read someone here posting that he drinks sn every day can anyone give me his thread link as i am unable to find the link.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-have-been-taking-1-gram-of-sn-every-night.30364/
 
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can say somewhere in between..

It has to be the color of dark chocolate. I tested mine and it was light brown, so did not use. I got it from a different source. There are a couple of recent threads with pics of how dark the blood should look, search "tested with my own blood."
 
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guys anyone knows how to nutralize SN.. i am in fucking dinsintion nw,, sorry i can tevne yype really sihvering,,, if lay down its ok cant even stand up. i told my parenwy that i have headache.... took SN dont know qualtity but its was too msall 3 hous ago..
 
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guys anyone knows how to nutralize SN.. i am in fucking dinsintion nw,, sorry i can tevne yype really sihvering,,, if lay down its ok cant even stand up. i told my parenwy that i have headache.... took SN dont know qualtity but its was too msall 3 hous ago..

I recommend you drink a lot of water, but not so much that you get water intoxication. Maybe a liter every hour. And eat some non-salty food.
 
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guys anyone knows how to nutralize SN.. i am in fucking dinsintion nw,, sorry i can tevne yype really sihvering,,, if lay down its ok cant even stand up. i told my parenwy that i have headache.... took SN dont know qualtity but its was too msall 3 hous ago..
Well "methylene blue" is what they use to counteract SN.
 
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Ashwin are you okay? Can you tell me the brand/manufacturer name of the SN if you can?
 
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I recommend you drink a lot of water, but not so much that you get water intoxication. Maybe a liter every hour. And eat some non-salty food.
thanks frnd drinking water helped me.. now
feels better but still feels sleepy
Ashwin are you okay? Can you tell me the brand/manufacturer name of the SN if you can?
will pm u once i becomes normal
 
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Vitamin C is another antidote. If you have citrus juice or tomato juice drinking those should help.

What a bizarre experience all the way around. (Comforting hug)
 
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Vitamin C is another antidote. If you have citrus juice or tomato juice drinking those should help.

What a bizarre experience all the way around. (Comforting hug)
I was about suggest this as well. Vitamin C is supposed to neutralize it.
 
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Sorry to hear. Makes me doubt my own sn which is from a year ago, opened twice already lumpy.
 
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Ok friends thanks for ur support. now almost ok.. can walk also. only problem is really feeling sleepy. now its 9 pm here and i will go to bed now itself... My story is like this. Some days ago i failed after taking SN, no symptoms caused, the SN had salt taste but i feel either it was normal salt or nitrate.. Had done blood test with it and surely changed its color but not sure whether it was very dark brown or normal brown. So bought SN from another source and just wanted to test it before actually taking it. Today my parents were here also. I took SN around 3 pm, a very very small quantity and i drink only half of it too. Was very very salty but manageable. Nothing happened to me for the next 30 minutes so i thought it was also fake one. But after 30 - 40 minutes my heart started to beat so heavily and i was laying down that time and tried to walk but all of a sudden i began to feel like i am going to black out. i cant even walk an inch. even if i stand up it felt like i will fall down. My parents were watching me and asked me what happnd and i told them i have severe headache and they noted a change in my lip color and asked what happnd. i gave some lame excuses. From 4 pm to 7 pm it was a real nightmare for me. Cant even walk an inch or even stand up. When laying no problem apart from a small headache and sleepy feeling. I drunk lot of water after 7 and now feels ok. Still feeling sleepy but can now walk but walking like i am tired after walking for hours.

My doubt is as i have already broken the seal will it loose its purity. I will ctb only next week. Also why it took more time to show the symptoms ?

And a warning to all please dont even take a small quantity till u r ready to go. If my brother was also here then i would have been caught and now would have been in hospital as my face, lips everything looked weird and was laying in the bed for almost 3 hours.. The positive is it was really peaceful. Only mild headache and sleepy feeling. Just take the SN, lay down, relax and it will be fine. Thats what i feel after my todays experiment.
 
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Thanks for updating us. Keep hydrating yourself and ingesting vitamin C. Rest and take care of yourself. x
 
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I was reading this forum for the last few months and learned about sn method from here. bought sn from big river india. had read comments here that v cant trust sn from big river but as i had no other option i went with it.. i done blood test one day before my exit date and the blood turned brown within a few seconds and i thought everything is fine. so i booked hotel the next day and took 30g of sn. it was very very salty in taste.. but nothing happnd to me.. i waited and waited but no symptoms or nothing...so any indians here please dont buy from big river india
if any indians here plz help me finding a reliable sn source
So sorry to hear about that attempt . And after you've gone though all that trouble , got ready , booked hotel!

as my first attempt failed due to fake sn i bought another one and as i now have no confidence in blood test i opened it and took a small quantity and drank.. nothing happnd for the first 30 minutes but after that it was a nightmare
I was wondering how you got new SN so quickly, and what happened on your first attempt... then you explained :)

I took SN around 3 pm, a very very small quantity and i drink only half of it too. Was very very salty but manageable. Nothing happened to me for the next 30 minutes so i thought it was also fake one. But after 30 - 40 minutes my heart started to beat so heavily and i was laying down that time and tried to walk but all of a sudden i began to feel like i am going to black out. i cant even walk an inch. even if i stand up it felt like i will fall down. My parents were watching me and asked me what happnd and i told them i have severe headache and they noted a change in my lip color and asked what happnd. i gave some lame excuses. From 4 pm to 7 pm it was a real nightmare for me. Cant even walk an inch or even stand up. When laying no problem apart from a small headache and sleepy feeling. I drunk lot of water after 7 and now feels ok. Still feeling sleepy but can now walk but walking like i am tired after walking for hours.

My doubt is as i have already broken the seal will it loose its purity. I will ctb only next week. Also why it took more time to show the symptoms ?

And a warning to all please dont even take a small quantity till u r ready to go. If my brother was also here then i would have been caught and now would have been in hospital as my face, lips everything looked weird and was laying in the bed for almost 3 hours.. The positive is it was really peaceful. Only mild headache and sleepy feeling. Just take the SN, lay down, relax and it will be fine. Thats what i feel after my todays experiment.
Great documentation, information, and warnings (marked some important). Thank you so much for going through that effort and detailing.

Those hours must have super distressing. The need to test, felt danger, couldn't move, and fear of hospital. Now you had two bad SN experiences... Hope you are resting :heart:


My doubt is as i have already broken the seal will it loose its purity.
SN will be okay if kept closed . Don't worry :)

Also why it took more time to show the symptoms ?
Probably the small interaction of SN with stomach juices (Stan noted) ; and previous intake of food/drink (slow digestion)

Are you feeling better ?
 
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Thank you for sharing your experience with SN in detail with us. I'm sorry that you had a ruff time going through testing it. It just goes to show how powerful and peaceful it can really be. I'm also a fellow Indian here. If you wanna hangout or talk about anything. Let's PM (after 24hrs, sorry). Rest easy and i hope you feel better when you wake up.
Also, please if you don't mind. I'm being a little anxious here. When you mentioned " Big river India" are you talking about a certain company whose CEO is the richest's man the world. If that's a yes ( I'm praying not) I am F. When you feel like it, can you please PM the link of the SN you bought that worked.
 
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Just in case anyone ever comes to this thread in the future, here is how to test blood color for SN to ensure it's pure enough to cause methemoglobinemia.

See posts 1 and 21 in this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/blood-test-with-sn-blood-pics-inside.31365/
 
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So sorry to hear about that attempt . And after you've gone though all that trouble , got ready , booked hotel!


I was wondering how you got new SN so quickly, and what happened on your first attempt... then you explained :)


Great documentation, information, and warnings (marked some important). Thank you so much for going through that effort and detailing.

Those hours must have super distressing. The need to test, felt danger, couldn't move, and fear of hospital. Now you had two bad SN experiences... Hope you are resting :heart:



SN will be okay if kept closed . Don't worry :)


Probably the small interaction of SN with stomach juices (Stan noted) ; and previous intake of food/drink (slow digestion)

Are you feeling better ?
yes friend now feeling good.. even though it was a horrible experience especially because i was not alone at home, now feels happy as i feel i at last got an sn which i can trust..
Thank you for sharing your experience with SN in detail with us. I'm sorry that you had a ruff time going through testing it. It just goes to show how powerful and peaceful it can really be. I'm also a fellow Indian here. If you wanna hangout or talk about anything. Let's PM (after 24hrs, sorry). Rest easy and i hope you feel better when you wake up.
Also, please if you don't mind. I'm being a little anxious here. When you mentioned " Big river India" are you talking about a certain company whose CEO is the richest's man the world. If that's a yes ( I'm praying not) I am F. When you feel like it, can you please PM the link of the SN you bought that worked.
now feeling ok friend... i am sorry to say u also bought from the same source i bought and failed..the one which worked i bought directly from a shop which sells chemicals...message me once u gets pm facility and i will share u more details
 
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yes friend now feeling good.. even though it was a horrible experience especially because i was not alone at home, now feels happy as i feel i at last got an sn which i can trust..

now feeling ok friend... i am sorry to say u also bought from the same source i bought and failed..the one which worked i bought directly from a shop which sells chemicals...message me once u gets pm facility and i will share u more details
Hey, I'm glad to hear your felling better now. Did you get a good night's rest? Also, sure thing and Thanks a ton, i'll PM you once it's available for me.
 
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Hey, I'm glad to hear your felling better now. Did you get a good night's rest? Also, sure thing and Thanks a ton, i'll PM you once it's available for me.
yea slept well just like i was drunk too much.
 
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first pic shows my nails when i took sn and second one shows when normal .. the red color in the nails
were missing for a long time after taking sn. also lip color also changed like this
 

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yes friend now feeling good.. even though it was a horrible experience especially because i was not alone at home, now feels happy as i feel i at last got an sn which i can trust..

now feeling ok friend... i am sorry to say u also bought from the same source i bought and failed..the one which worked i bought directly from a shop which sells chemicals...message me once u gets pm facility and i will share u more details
Hi.. i am looking for a reliable source for SN as well. I dont trust the one which is available on amazon india site. Is it possible for you to share the source of SN with me.
 

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