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Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
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Hello everyone,

I know Benzo is optional (but recommended) as part of the SN protocol. However, I am confused as to why the recommended dose is so high (50 pills crushed)? I am unfortunately currently on a weekly supply and therefore only have 7 pills on hand now and the most I can have is 14 pills (if I get a new one tomorrow). Would this differ a lot in terms of peacefulness to end my life as usually for medical purposes in the ward they would give you 1-2 pills to take to knock you out? So is 50 necessary? If I'm really desperate I could pile it up and have +7 pills every week, but it will be a slow process and I'm afraid consuming that amount would induce nausea and unpleasant side effects. Thank you.
 

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