Method Sn as my CTB method

[melanar]

This is my thread to document my chosen method.
Tried partial/full and failed 2 weeks ago.hoping i go with this one.

Just took my 1st meto (priperam) dosage of 10mg.
Only thing i dont have is the acid reducer, as its a prescription drug here. Will have 8h fasting with little water so the acid content in stomach is minimal.
Will take 10mg every 8h until saturday night (48h regime). Last one is 30mg.

Schedule:
22pm meto 10mg
6am meto 10mg
4pm meto 10mg
22pm meto 10mg
6am meto 10mg
4pm meto 10mg
22pm meto 30mg
22:40pm 2mg alprazolam
23pm 20g SN

Will prepare a 2nd dosage of SN in case i vomit, which i really hope not.
Will have about 10h undisturbed, seems more than enough.

I feel nervous and scared about this. I could postpone it but have been done it for so long. I might have seen my "partner" the last time yesterday.
Could postpone it to be with her again but what for? Nothing will save us now. The sooner i go, the better.
Placed almost all my money on her acc as its rightfully hers. Will place instructions for her to know how to contact the landlord and will write/type my farewells.
I do not feel adamant about this method. Honestly the info we have indicates it doesnt work as good as it seems. But people did die from this and i can only hope to blackout and not feel most of the pain i am bound to suffer.

Will update this as i take the stuff.

 

[Neville1]

@melanar Can you say if your primperan is the Greek one? I hope that you don't vomit. Maybe late but it's better to have the acid reducer.

 

[melanar]

@melanar Can you say if your primperan is the Greek one? I hope that you don't vomit. Maybe late but it's better to have the acid reducer.

It was bought on the pharmacy some months ago.
Well i have omeprazol but it cant be used.
So i am making sure my stomach is empty before hand to mitigate the lack of the acid reducer

 

[Dubs]

@melanar Can you say if your primperan is the Greek one? I hope that you don't vomit. Maybe late but it's better to have the acid reducer.

What is the deal with the Greek one? I got my meto from Greece...

 

[LonelyCarioca]

What is the deal with the Greek one? I got my meto from Greece...

I was wondering the same thing. My meto is en route from Greece right now.

 

[Neville1]

What is the deal with the Greek one? I got my meto from Greece...

Since it's not prescribed, I'm trying to determine (might be paranoia) that it's authentic. So far I've found 3 people successful with it and one failure. There's only external confirmation for the successes.

 

[Dubs]

Since it's not prescribed, I'm trying to determine (might be paranoia) that it's authentic. So far I've found 3 people successful with it and one failure. There's only external confirmation for the successes.

It seems pretty damn authentic to me. People have been buying from Greece for years, its OTC there so its easy to flip overseas for profit is my assumption on how it works.

 

[melanar]

3rd dosage of 10ml taken. Until now the only effects i noticed was going an extra time to the toilet. A bit of mild spasms but i am prone to that so i can't relate.
Dont even feel drowzy/sleepy with it.
Maybe i will increase the dose to 20ml tomorrow, if that makes the likehood of vomiting lesser? No idea if overdosing it would help.

 

[peaceminusbts]

I hope you find your peace.
A second dosage? I didn't think about that but that's a great idea! Will you take the SN with 50ml or 100ml of water?

 

[melanar]

I hope you find your peace.
A second dosage? I didn't think about that but that's a great idea! Will you take the SN with 50ml or 100ml of water?

Yes in case you vomit fast, before 15 minutes or so.
I bet if i vomit it wont be once but taking a second dose would increase the likehood to absorb the needed amount.

 

[peaceminusbts]

Yes in case you vomit fast, before 15 minutes or so.
I bet if i vomit it wont be once but taking a second dose would increase the likehood to absorb the needed amount.

I plan on taking 20g too but I'm still not sure if I should dissolve it in 50ml or 100ml of water.

 

[melanar]

I plan on taking 20mg too but I'm still not sure if I should dissolve it in 50ml or 100ml of water.

Me neither. 50mg would be so nasty

 

[Neville1]

Maybe i will increase the dose to 20ml tomorrow, if that makes the likehood of vomiting lesser? No idea if overdosing it would help.

The elimination half life is 5-6 hours so only small part of ahead regimen will remain in your system. Why risk side effects when it's not recommended?

 

[Dutch]

I plan on taking 20mg too but I'm still not sure if I should dissolve it in 50ml or 100ml of water.

Me neither. 50mg would be so nasty

May hope that u guys mean Grams and not MilliGrams.

 

[peaceminusbts]

May hope that u guys mean Grams and not MilliGrams.

I think they mean 50ml

 

[melanar]

The elimination half life is 5-6 hours so only small part of ahead regimen will remain in your system. Why risk side effects when it's not recommended?

But doesnt it remain on the blood stream with cumulative effects? Thats the reason to do a ahead regime is it not?

May hope that u guys mean Grams and not MilliGrams.

Was refering to the water volume. 20g in 50ml/100ml :)

 

[Dutch]

I plan on taking 20mg too but I'm still not sure if I should dissolve it in 50ml or 100ml of water.

I think they mean 50ml

You said u wanna take 20MG SN.. but you mean 20 Gram . it's a huge different.

 

[peaceminusbts]

You said u wanna take 20MG SN.. but you mean 20 Gram . it's a huge different.

OH. Ofc I meant 20g!

 

[melanar]

Alright, yesterday i took a dosage 4h earlier by mistake, rectified it taking the supposed dosage 1 h later and the correct dosage at 6am. Will take the penultimate one in 1h and the 30mg last dosage at 22pm.
Feeling restless and anxious, hours are hard to pass by now and barely slept, with nightmares and such.
Chose not to eat anything past my last meal yesterday night, will make a full day fasting.

I feel bad for leaving like this but i really hope i dont return after i take the SN.

 

[melanar]

Took my penultimate dosage of Meto, last one in 8h, at 22pm.

Odd to think i might only have 8 to 9h of consciencousness.

 

[melanar]

Last meto in 30m.
Entire day spent nervous and restless, im doing this.

Meto taken, 300ml. 1h to take SN, i guess this is my final hour if all goes well.
took my benzos. 2mg xanax, maybe it willkickin faster than SN.
15m to SN so i guess not
took SN, wich me luck

 

[DeathImminent]

Be at peace buddy

 

[Options]

I'm sorry it came to this.
I hope you find peace.

 

[Jen0804]

Last meto in 30m.
Entire day spent nervous and restless, im doing this.

Meto taken, 300ml. 1h to take SN, i guess this is my final hour if all goes well.
took my benzos. 2mg xanax, maybe it willkickin faster than SN.
15m to SN so i guess not
took SN, wich me luck

Sending Love
Be at Peace

Xxxxx

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

Last meto in 30m.
Entire day spent nervous and restless, im doing this.

Meto taken, 300ml. 1h to take SN, i guess this is my final hour if all goes well.
took my benzos. 2mg xanax, maybe it willkickin faster than SN.
15m to SN so i guess not
took SN, wich me luck

How is it going? Did you keep the SN down?

 

[Blackjack]

Last meto in 30m.
Entire day spent nervous and restless, im doing this.

Meto taken, 300ml. 1h to take SN, i guess this is my final hour if all goes well.
took my benzos. 2mg xanax, maybe it willkickin faster than SN.
15m to SN so i guess not
took SN, wich me luck

Wishing you a quick & peaceful exit.

 

[okaoki]

i wish you found peace.

 

[Oblivion]

Any info on him?