SN arrived with no packaging

[Fedrea]

SN arrived from the Ukrainian source but as loose powder in a small plastic bag with no official packaging. Unlike the picture.

I don't know if this is to avoid problems with it being intercepted, or because the person selling it is just spooning it out of a big pot. Either way I don't I can bring myself to take something that is just some random powder that could be anything. How reliable can testing really be?

 

[Checkout2]

Test it using aquarium test

 

[Fedrea]

Ok so that tests for....nitrite levels, in theory. Wouldn't confirm that it was sodium nitrite I guess. I might try to source this elsewhere…

 

[restingspot]

There's a couple posts floating around that says a poster wanted to see if SN works outside the body by mixing some SN in his own blood. It turned the classic chocolate brown. A bit primitive but costs less than the aquarium test.

 

[Fedrea]

There's a couple posts floating around that says a poster wanted to see if SN works outside the body by mixing some SN in his own blood. It turned the classic chocolate brown. A bit primitive but costs less than the aquarium test.

Again that's helpful thanks but..........when you are relying on a chemical to ensure your own death, it seems to me best to be fairly certain what that chemical is and a blood test could not be fully definitive. Or perhaps this is as good as it gets sourcing SN from the UK...

 

[miguel6565]

SN arrived from the Ukrainian source but as loose powder in a small plastic bag with no official packaging. Unlike the picture.

I don't know if this is to avoid problems with it being intercepted, or because the person selling it is just spooning it out of a big pot. Either way I don't I can bring myself to take something that is just some random powder that could be anything. How reliable can testing really be?

i have the same sn,form same seller,i cannot confirm is sn but i will trust in it to ctb

 

[ceelo]

the seller actually put sodium nitrite on my parcel lmao and it still got delivered, he also put a msg inside asking for good feedback, i think this alone shows its probs legit.

 

[Bustedhornet]

the seller actually put sodium nitrite on my parcel lmao and it still got delivered, he also put a msg inside asking for good feedback, i think this alone shows its probs legit.

Write it in your suicide note to leave good feedback lol

 

[Fedrea]

Write it in your suicide note to leave good feedback lol

10/10 Ensured death would use again

 

[checkouttime]

SN arrived from the Ukrainian source but as loose powder in a small plastic bag with no official packaging. Unlike the picture.

I don't know if this is to avoid problems with it being intercepted, or because the person selling it is just spooning it out of a big pot. Either way I don't I can bring myself to take something that is just some random powder that could be anything. How reliable can testing really be?

i think some suppliers use this method and in a bottle. i imagine its to 'change' up the way things look that they post

 

[Vickyalmighty]

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SN arrived from the Ukrainian source but as loose powder in a small plastic bag with no official packaging. Unlike the picture.

I don't know if this is to avoid problems with it being intercepted, or because the person selling it is just spooning it out of a big pot. Either way I don't I can bring myself to take something that is just some random powder that could be anything. How reliable can testing really be?

It is available in amazon.in FYI. But you can test your SN that you received. Just take some blood of yours and mix with SN. It should become chocolate brown.

 

[Belit667]

That's what I got from Polish supplier. No nonsense.

 

[falloutcarter13]

I plan to take mine to the chemistry department at the local college to have it tested. They often provide this service for very cheap/free as a way of chemistry students getting real-world practice. I have a friend who's a grad student in the chemistry program but she said even if I didn't know her, I could get my material tested for about $12 US. Maybe there's something similar where you live? Good luck!

 

[Belit667]

Mine was nicely packed too and it's 100% pure.

 

[Fedrea]

I worked in biochemistry for years. No expert but I don't think the blood test and even the aquarium test would be definitive. I'm going to hold out for something with official packaging, or N

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It is available in amazon.in FYI. But you can test your SN that you received. Just take some blood of yours and mix with SN. It should become chocolate brown.

In the US or the UK? I'm in the UK

 

[Belit667]

You guys are paranoid, The sellers don't want to trick suiciders, they sell it to pork manufacturers.

 

[Meditation guide]

I wouldn't drink a powder that came packaged that way. I got some alcohol off the auction website starts with e and it was in white bottles with labels made on a home computer and I threw it away.

 

[Belit667]

I wouldn't drink a powder that came packaged that way. I got some alcohol off the auction website starts with e and it was in white bottles with labels made on a home computer and I threw it away.

That was obviouslu a scam, I purchased mine from a very reliable company.

 

[falloutcarter13]

That was obviouslu a scam, I purchased mine from a very reliable company.

I'm no expert and I'm not trying to be a downer...but I'd be very suspicious of a chemical compound claiming 100% purity. There are always purity exceptions in any manufacturing process, even the most sterile and professional.

 

[Belit667]

I'm no expert and I'm not trying to be a downer...but I'd be very suspicious of a chemical compound claiming 100% purity. There are always purity exceptions in any manufacturing process, even the most sterile and professional.

It is 100% purity. I will ask them for details.

 

[falloutcarter13]

It is 100% purity. I will ask them for details.

I'm saying that literal 100% purity means the only atoms in the substance are NaNO2. Since this is impossible even in the best pharmaceutical lab setting, I'd just be wary of anybody claiming it. 99.6% like a lot of people get is still ridiculously pure, and more believable (to me at least.) My opinion doesn't mean jack shit though lol and like I said I'm no professional. I was kind of just wondering aloud when I commented, if you've got good stuff that's really 100%, or close enough to it to be able to claim it, I say hell yeah and well done finding it!

 

[Belit667]

Yes, 100% purity. And you're no expert for sure.

 

[FrankieVallie]

Yes, 100% purity. And you're no expert for sure.

Haha, nothing can *technically* be absolutely 100% pure. It can, however, be 99% with a lot of decimal places afterwards! Check out this site that sells 99.999999% pure metals.

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For our purposes, however, any substance greater than 95% purity is sufficient for death. I do not believe that your chances of a successful suicide will increase if you use 99.9% SN instead of 95% SN.

 

[falloutcarter13]

Yes, 100% purity. And you're no expert for sure.

Whatever you say, man. You know, I've been holding back from saying anything because its really not my place...but you've been borderline aggressive with everybody who dares disagree with you in the slightest, or if you even take what they said as possible disagreement, for as long as I've been here. A lot of us are in our last days and we're just trying to give and receive a little comfort and support in the time we have left...from what you've said about your own plans, it seems like you should understand that already. You might want to dial it back a little bit and take a look around at where you are...just sayin.

 

[Belit667]

And you're simply paranoid, my man. Legitimate Polish company manufactures 100% pure product and you still insist it's not true. The product label says it's 100%, the company asked replies it's 100% pure but that's not enough for you. I did give you support. That SN is 100% pure. Good-bye and please never talk to me again.

 

[falloutcarter13]

And you're simply paranoid, my man. Legitimate Polish company manufactures 100% pure product and you still insist it's not true. The product label says it's 100%, the company asked replies it's 100% pure but that's not enough for you. I did give you support. That SN is 100% pure. Good-bye and please never talk to me again.

I didn't insist a damn thing, and I'm not here for petty arguments. Blocked, my dude. Thanks for proving my point for me before we stopped talking.

 

[FrankieVallie]

Whatever you say, man. You know, I've been holding back from saying anything because its really not my place...but you've been borderline aggressive with everybody who dares disagree with you in the slightest, or if you even take what they said as possible disagreement, for as long as I've been here. A lot of us are in our last days and we're just trying to give and receive a little comfort and support in the time we have left...from what you've said about your own plans, it seems like you should understand that already. You might want to dial it back a little bit and take a look around at where you are...just sayin.

That's so true. In the end, our anger and hatred towards others is utterly meaningless. Before I was ready to go (a few months ago), I was so angry at others who had wronged me in life. My mind was consumed with thoughts of revenge and hatred the whole day. I even thought up legitimate plans of how I would kill one of the people I hated. Then, I realized how stupid those thoughts were. Death will all come to us eventually, it is not a question of if but when. We like to hide behind thoughts of the future to forget about death, such as "I have 4 awesome years of college and sex life ahead of me" or "I will find love and start a family soon". We see a young, talented, beautiful teenage girl and think, "Wow, she has so much ahead of her". But what exactly is ahead of us? The only thing that's absolutely certain is that we will die. All of us. Good and bad. Beautiful and ugly. Smart and dumb. Rich and poor. One day, we will all be on the other side. I pray that it's a good place, a place where we can at last find eternal peace. I have read countless stories of people who have been clinically dead (no heartbeat or breathing) for minutes. There are some who say they didn't feel anything, it's like they were unconscious or asleep. But the majority of people say that there was some sort of peace on the other side, and they wanted to go back. No relatives, or a God, or a golden city, or clouds, or light, but an incredible peace and darkness. The remainder said that they met a God or their relatives or were in some beautiful place. Interestingly, nobody said they were afraid or in some horrible darkness and pain.

What you believe is ultimately up to you. I do believe that there is peace after death and we do retain some sort of consciousness. So, in the end, hatred and anger towards others is meaningless. Hurting your enemies will not change what they experience after death. We will all experience the same peace or unconsciousness after death. If there is a God, and He judges people based on what they did in life, I would feel even worse for the people who wronged me because they will have a lot to answer for.

 

[falloutcarter13]

That's so true. In the end, our anger and hatred towards others is utterly meaningless. Before I was ready to go (a few months ago), I was so angry at others who had wronged me in life. My mind was consumed with thoughts of revenge and hatred the whole day. I even thought up legitimate plans of how I would kill one of the people I hated. Then, I realized how stupid those thoughts were. Death will all come to us eventually, it is not a question of if but when. We like to hide behind thoughts of the future to forget about death, such as "I have 4 awesome years of college and sex life ahead of me" or "I will find love and start a family soon". We see a young, talented, beautiful teenage girl and think, "Wow, she has so much ahead of her". But what exactly is ahead of us? The only thing that's absolutely certain is that we will die. All of us. Good and bad. Beautiful and ugly. Smart and dumb. Rich and poor. One day, we will all be on the other side. I pray that it's a good place, a place where we can at last find eternal peace. I have read countless stories of people who have been clinically dead (no heartbeat or breathing) for minutes. There are some who say they didn't feel anything, it's like they were unconscious or asleep. But the majority of people say that there was some sort of peace on the other side, and they wanted to go back. No relatives, or a God, or a golden city, or clouds, or light, but an incredible peace and darkness. The remainder said that they met a God or their relatives or were in some beautiful place. Interestingly, nobody said they were afraid or in some horrible darkness and pain.

What you believe is ultimately up to you. I do believe that there is peace after death and we do retain some sort of consciousness. So, in the end, hatred and anger towards others is meaningless. Hurting your enemies will not change what they experience after death. We will all experience the same peace or unconsciousness after death. If there is a God, and He judges people based on what they did in life, I would feel even worse for the people who wronged me because they will have a lot to answer for.

Very, very well said, and almost exactly what I believe as well. I feel lucky to have had my own NDE so I know its not all bullshit lol, there really is a bright light that brings an unbelievable amount of peace. Can't wait for that to be permanent, or it to be the last orgasm of the mind before we get to rest forever. Even if there is something after all of this, I believe it'll be equal to or better than this life now. I can't imagine anything worse, and the love I experience along with the pain only makes the pain starker and sharper.

 

[FrankieVallie]

Very, very well said, and almost exactly what I believe as well. I feel lucky to have had my own NDE so I know its not all bullshit lol, there really is a bright light that brings an unbelievable amount of peace. Can't wait for that to be permanent, or it to be the last orgasm of the mind before we get to rest forever. Even if there is something after all of this, I believe it'll be equal to or better than this life now. I can't imagine anything worse, and the love I experience along with the pain only makes the pain starker and sharper.

I really feel the "I can't imagine anything worse, and the love I experience along with the pain only makes the pain starker and sharper." I'm so numb to pain at this point due to all the hurt I've experienced that love is the only think that makes me feel anything. I've been trashed and hurt so many times that my dad could disown me today and I wouldn't even cry. Physical pain doesn't get to me either. What really gets me when someone (very rarely lol) says something nice to me or when I see something right in this world for once. That s*** makes me bawl my eyes out until my pillow is soaked at 3 AM. Why? Because you see a fleeting glimpse of how the world should be and not how it really is. In my opinion that's the curse of humanity. Animals do not know what is right and wrong or good and bad, they only act based on their instincts. Humans know what is good and bad and how the world should be but choose to f*ck up and do the wrong thing 9/10 times.

If you're comfortable with it, would you mind sharing your NDE with me? You can PM me if you're cool with it. I think NDEs are best evidence we have for what happens after death.

 

[Meditation guide]

What really gets me when someone (very rarely lol) says something nice to me or when I see something right in this world for once.

It makes me realize how rare that is and it really stands out. You get so used to problems, aggressive people, angry people, things going terribly wrong, losing everything over and over again, losing loved pets, losing jobs, losing your belongings and home, every day finding a new health problem, it never gets better. So if someone says a kind thing, does a kind thing, it means a lot.