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Елена

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Are there many cases of successful stb by method SN without meto? SN has already arrived. The meto will be in a week or possibly later. I can't take it anymore.
 
Hollowillow

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How to get meto... What is it for? If it's pain killer... Doable? If it's anti vomit to prevent self saving... I'd wait
 
Shikamaru

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There are many cases of success without meto. The only thing you need to be successful is the SN. The other meds are just recommended to make the process more comfortable
 
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It's not required, but definitely recommended
 
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You just need to decide wether or not it's worth it to you to wait and perhaps pass more peacefully, or just say fuck it and attempt with nothing. How well do you handle nausea? and do you have any benzos or taking anything to help sedate yourself before hand?
 
Елена

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There are many cases of success without meto. The only thing you need to be successful is the SN. The other meds are just recommended to make the process more comfortable
Do you really know many such success stories? I also have ibuprofen. That's all...(((
 
Shikamaru

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I'd say if you have the Meto on the way already, it would be worth waiting for. Could be the difference in suffering in your last minutes or peacefully letting go.
Do you really know many such success stories? I also have ibuprofen. That's all...(((
May I ask how long you have been planning this method of CTB and have you done much research? SN is so highly toxic people can die from just testing the product, and there are threads on here where people CTB without meto, or use an OTC alternative.
If you just take the SN, you will most likely vomit, so just make sure you have your second dose ready and take that aswell. You would have absorbed enough by then for it to work I just don't imagine it would be pleasent / you may struggle to down the second dose after vomiting.
 
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Елена

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You just need to decide wether or not it's worth it to you to wait and perhaps pass more peacefully, or just say fuck it and attempt with nothing. How well do you handle nausea? and do you have any benzos or taking anything to help sedate yourself before hand?
I don't take benzos. I find it quite difficult to throw up, for example, when I drink a lot of alcohol. I may feel nauseous, but I don't vomit. However, when I was in my 20s, someone put something in my drink and I lost my memory for 12 hours. I don't know what it was. Maybe it was clafiline. I'm not sure. The day after that I threw up really badly. That was the only time I ever threw up. I'm 41 years old now.
 
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There are many cases of success without meto. The only thing you need to be successful is the SN. The other meds are just recommended to make the process more comfortable
Really? I can succeed without anti vomit & stuff? How long until I die? 8h would be agony. Pain killers have no effect on me, I'd need anesthesia. Can't we od on it?
 
Елена

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I'd say if you have the Meto on the way already, it would be worth waiting for. Could be the difference in suffering in your last minutes or peacefully letting go.

May I ask how long you have been planning this method of CTB and have you done much research? SN is so highly toxic people can die from just testing the product, and there are threads on here where people CTB without meto, or use an OTC alternative.
If you just take the SN, you will most likely vomit, so just make sure you have your second dose ready and take that aswell. You would have absorbed enough by then for it to work I just don't imagine it would be pleasent / you may struggle to down the second dose after vomiting.
I have read a lot.I understand that the meto is necessary.and that antacids are needed.it's just that I am so scared and bad to live.I can't take it.I am even afraid that my relatives will suddenly find my SN. If they find out about my plan, I will be morally destroyed.
 
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Against vomiting(((
Crap... I'd wait. Lie to a doctor? Take over the counter... Is it good enough?
I have read a lot.I understand that the meto is necessary.and that antacids are needed.it's just that I am so scared and bad to live.I can't take it.I am even afraid that my relatives will suddenly find my SN. If they find out about my plan, I will be morally destroyed.
If you had ordered for 2, you'd be able to try? But better have backup doses in case of vomit?
 
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Елена

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Crap... I'd wait. Lie to a doctor? Take over the counter... Is it good enough?

If you had ordered for 2, you'd be able to try? But better have backup doses in case of vomit?
I can't get nausea medication from a doctor(((( Plus, I'm new to this country and don't know the language. English is bad. So I cannot get medicine for nausea. I have to hope for a parcel. But it is such a long wait. What if my SN is found by a family member before then? I am afraid.
 
Shikamaru

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Really? I can succeed without anti vomit & stuff? How long until I die? 8h would be agony. Pain killers have no effect on me, I'd need anesthesia. Can't we od on it?
Please do some research and spend a lot of time reading through all the threads on SN. The information is all there for you to find

Start with this one

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/
I have read a lot.I understand that the meto is necessary.and that antacids are needed.it's just that I am so scared and bad to live.I can't take it.I am even afraid that my relatives will suddenly find my SN. If they find out about my plan, I will be morally destroyed.
Don't leave it lying around carelessly, and you shouldn't have a problem
Are you in danger?
 
Елена

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Please do some research and spend a lot of time reading through all the threads on SN. The information is all there for you to find

Start with this one

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/
I read the whole article(((( oh devil, I can't stand waiting this long for these fucking antacids and metoclopramide.How I hate this life.Shit!!!! This is shit!!! Sorry. I'm just desperate.
Please do some research and spend a lot of time reading through all the threads on SN. The information is all there for you to find

Start with this one

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

Don't leave it lying around carelessly, and you shouldn't have a problem
Are you in
It's hard to hide 500 grams of this substance. It was sold at least as much. Right now I'm in no danger. But if my plan fails and people find out about it, that would be bad.
 
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I read the whole article(((( oh devil, I can't stand waiting this long for these fucking antacids and metoclopramide.How I hate this life.Shit!!!! This is shit!!! Sorry. I'm just desperate.
Can u dm me ur source for meto and antacid pls?
 
Shikamaru

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Jun 13, 2022
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Please do some research and spend a lot of time reading through all the threads on SN. The information is all there for you to find

Start with this one

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

Don't leave it lying around carelessly, and you shouldn't have a problem
Are you in danger
I read the whole article(((( oh devil, I can't stand waiting this long for these fucking antacids and metoclopramide.How I hate this life.Shit!!!! This is shit!!! Sorry. I'm just desperate.
I read the whole article(((( oh devil, I can't stand waiting this long for these fucking antacids and metoclopramide.How I hate this life.Shit!!!! This is shit!!! Sorry. I'm just desperate.

It's hard to hide 500 grams of this substance. It was sold at least as much. Right now I'm in no danger. But if my plan fails and people find out about it, that would be bad.
Cut open your mattress on one side and hide it in there. Or fold up a piece of clothing and hide it in there then put that in ur drawers underneath a bunch of other stuff . Surely it shouldn't be too hard to hide it unless your family has reason to be searching through ur things?
 
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