Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
I just got my SN today. I decided to change my method from firearm to SN as I feel that SN will be easier to go through with, and is just easier for me in general. I don't feel very different, most likely due to apathy; but it's nice knowing that I can reliably exit at almost anytime now.

I apologize if threads like this get repetitive, I just have nowhere else that I can share this moment with.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
737
It's really annoying that everyone gets it and I wait, I wait, and all I do is fucking wait and it won't come. When it arrives I'd be crazy to push it off.
 
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next-season .?

next-season .?

Member
May 28, 2020
53
It's really annoying that everyone gets it and I wait, I wait, and all I do is fucking wait and it won't come. When it arrives I'd be crazy to push it off.
haw to get any of that i live in tunisia
 
plough22

plough22

Living but not really, just surviving
May 1, 2020
226
I've ordered mine, it's my second option. Hanging full suspension cause I can will be my first. Like the others before me
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
217
In general I always thought that guns/pistol can go wrong but somehow SN is my alternate method that I very much prefer over guns, maybe it's scary for me
 
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Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
haw to get any of that i live in tunisia

Sorry, I don't know to get any where you live. I live in America and just got mine off Amazon.

In general I always thought that guns/pistol can go wrong but somehow SN is my alternate method that I very much prefer over guns, maybe it's scary for me

Firearms can go very wrong if you you're not aimed correctly or if you have the incorrect gun. Not my main reason but one of them to why I changed my method to SN.
 
WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
217
Sorry, I don't know to get any where you live. I live in America and just got mine off Amazon.



Firearms can go very wrong if you you're not aimed correctly or if you have the incorrect gun. Not my main reason but one of them to why I changed my method to SN.
I agree, also I believe wrong type of bullet can cause unnecessary more suffering, there are other factors too, I just try to stay away from such stuff. More peaceful it is better imo
 
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jennybenny8

Member
May 28, 2020
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I just got my SN today. I decided to change my method from firearm to SN as I feel that SN will be easier to go through with, and is just easier for me in general. I don't feel very different, most likely due to apathy; but it's nice knowing that I can reliably exit at almost anytime now.

I apologize if threads like this get repetitive, I just have nowhere else that I can share this moment with.

Did you get burdened by corona virus fee? When I ordered nembutal both times they asked for hundreds of euros in covid 19 check then seized my package. I lost thousands. Can you share with us your supplier?
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Did you get burdened by corona virus fee? When I ordered nembutal both times they asked for hundreds of euros in covid 19 check then seized my package. I lost thousands. Can you share with us your supplier?

No, I don't think I did.. And I don't think you're allowed to share the supplier, if you like I can PM it to you?
 
Philosykos

Philosykos

Student
May 30, 2020
196
What country are you from? I'm trying to find a supplier for the EU but so far no luck. :meh:
 
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Philosykos

Philosykos

Student
May 30, 2020
196
Ah, balls. But good for you that you got it safely delivered. Do you have anything in mind already or was this purchase really more of a 'I can do it at any moment I choose to now' purchase?
 
Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Ah, balls. But good for you that you got it safely delivered. Do you have anything in mind already or was this purchase really more of a 'I can do it at any moment I choose to now' purchase?

It's a bit of both. I have a plan and a date, but it's not very close because I wanted to give myself time to get things in order. But also if things get to bad I can just do it at almost anytime.
 
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Taraxias

Specialist
Feb 22, 2020
359
Ah, balls. But good for you that you got it safely delivered. Do you have anything in mind already or was this purchase really more of a 'I can do it at any moment I choose to now' purchase?
where do you leave?
 
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hakku

Member
May 30, 2020
63
It's a bit of both. I have a plan and a date, but it's not very close because I wanted to give myself time to get things in order. But also if things get to bad I can just do it at almost anytime.
Do you have the rest of the drugs with you as well? I'm on the brink of ordering SN from Amazon too, but I don't have the means to get the nausea blocker and heartburn medicine. All I have is hydrocodone from a previous surgery.
 
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Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Do you have the rest of the drugs with you as well? I'm on the brink of ordering SN from Amazon too, but I don't have the means to get the nausea blocker and heartburn medicine. All I have is hydrocodone from a previous surgery.

I have ibuprofen and antacids. I'm not sure if I'll be able to get meto though due to my social anxiety, but I'll try.
 
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OmnipresentSoul

Member
May 29, 2020
26
Does anyone know how to get SN in uk
 
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Fish Face

Student
Apr 19, 2019
117
Do you have the rest of the drugs with you as well? I'm on the brink of ordering SN from Amazon too, but I don't have the means to get the nausea blocker and heartburn medicine. All I have is hydrocodone from a previous surgery.
Look up Primperan. It is not that difficult to get. You should be able to get heartburn medicine over the counter.
 

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