Help Smn who gonna use SN while fam at home?

[shame]

Are there any members alike?
I don't have other choice, cause I can't escape. They know about my severe suicidality and watch me everyday (however I'm 28, yeah). Situation is shit. This is life. I'm already want to scream.

 

[sadalways]

Most likely yeah, unless a rare occasion happens when i'm home alone. I also thought about booking a hotel but my family knows i never go anywhere

 

[DarkestSoul]

I'll attempt SN ingestion at home while family is sleeping.
Sad fact they found my SN.
Luckily i already had taken out 100 gms to store separately which is still hidden and intact.

So you're not alone.
There are so many people like us who do it at home.

 

[shame]

Most likely yeah, unless a rare occasion happens when i'm home alone. I also thought about booking a hotel but my family knows i never go anywhere

The same. I even can't go outside on my own. At least (my only hope) I won't be saved. But I'm tired, I'll take a risk.

Most likely yeah, unless a rare occasion happens when i'm home alone. I also thought about booking a hotel but my family knows i never go anywhere

Do you have any idea how to do that?

 

[futurecorpse]

I plan on ctb in the shed in my backyard since I don't want any of my family members to find me. I can't go to a motel because my family also knows that I don't go anywhere with anyone. We are close in age too

 

[shame]

I plan on ctb in the shed in my backyard since I don't want any of my family members to find me. I can't go to a motel because my family also knows that I don't go anywhere with anyone. We are close in age too

They don't try to overprotect you?

 

[futurecorpse]

They don't try to overprotect you?

And the end of the day, they know I'm an adult who will make her own decisions. They don't try to stop me from doing anything, but they'll ask a lot of questions which gets annoying. That's the part that I don't want to deal with if I were to ctb at a motel

 

[Corvette90]

in a hotel far away from the people I love. thinking to go to the south coast. I'm lucky in a way that the only close person to me has given up. I am committed to sparing them the trauma of finding me.

 

[peacefulafterlife]

i've considered ctbing in a hotel so my folks won't be the ones to find me but i don't want to die in an unfamiliar place. it's already going to be such a lonely experience i at least want to do it in my own bed. i'm somewhat lucky in that my folks partially don't know and partially don't care about my mental instabilities.

 

[Eudaimonic]

If they watch you everyday, then how did you even obtain the supplies?

Anyway, if I use SN, I will be doing it at a hotel

 

[shame]

If they watch you everyday, then how did you even obtain the supplies?

Anyway, if I use SN, I will be doing it at a hotel

It was quite stressful.

 

[MeowWantsToGoHome]

I'm also going to be doing it at home while everyone is asleep and my bf is at work. He works 12 hour shifts, so I'll have an ample window to do it. The only thing I'm worried about is that I've heard reports on this forum of people making loud groaning and moaning noises while unconscious. It seems that not everybody does it though?? I've been debating whether I should do it somewhere outside the house, but it's winter and very cold… SN CTB is about the last thing I want to experience while freezing. :(