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- Feb 10, 2025
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I deal a lot with overthinking to the point that its just plain bizarre to others. I'll be taken away by someone over something silly i said, I made someone mad because i stared at them for too long and now they'll hack my devices and ruin my life or just torture me to death altogether.
Something similar happened today. I felt like i stared at someone for too long and the usual paranoia overtook me but i got over it within an hour or two which is nothing compared to a month or two.
I know this is pretty insignificant to most but for someone who's entire life is torture because of this neurotic tendencies of mine, i feel quite proud of myself :) I think i can finally get some professional help this upcoming summer so looking forward to that though a part of me is terrified. So much could go wrong my mind thinks. But worth a try i guess.
Have a good day ya'll <3
Something similar happened today. I felt like i stared at someone for too long and the usual paranoia overtook me but i got over it within an hour or two which is nothing compared to a month or two.
I know this is pretty insignificant to most but for someone who's entire life is torture because of this neurotic tendencies of mine, i feel quite proud of myself :) I think i can finally get some professional help this upcoming summer so looking forward to that though a part of me is terrified. So much could go wrong my mind thinks. But worth a try i guess.
Have a good day ya'll <3
