Slowly poisoning

[Achilless]

Hello Guys, it is my first thread and I would like to ask you this question.

I am over 30 and married, I decided not to continue to live but I have some issues.

First, I don't want to hurt anyone including my wife, my mom etc, you can think I am a coward but it doesn't change anything, I want it to be seen natural or accident.

I have been searching on web for a while by writing "How can I get cancer", "How can I poison myself slowly" etc. In fact I couldn't find anything.

Is there any certain way that will give me some type of disease that kill me eventually? I know many of you will say just do it in a right way, rapid and painless but I should do it my way.

Thanks

 

[Jovaras]

the fact is what there are many ways to do it, but they are painful and there is a risk what your wife would be suspected as your killer

 

[Achilless]

I don't mind if they are painful or not, the only thing I want to know is if there are some methods that give me those kind of diseases?

My wife can't suspect about anything because she will not see what I am going to do. Can you tell me what are the ways to do this?

 

[Jovaras]

I don't mind if they are painful or not, the only thing I want to know is if there are some methods that give me those kind of diseases?

My wife can't suspect about anything because she will not see what I am going to do. Can you tell me what are the ways to do this?

now quite... for instance you can daily drink small amounts of ethylene glycol and after you get really sick, when you will be on brink of death, you will be able to gulp a bigger amount so you will die.

...there was a case what a woman killed 3 husbands this way until she was found out.

or you could expose yourself in to high amount's of mercury daily and just wait to die, but with awful symptoms... but there is a possibility what you will start an investigation on where did you exposed your self to this amounts because it could be a public hazard... etc

 

[Achilless]

I have read about ethylene glycol, in fact it is one of my plans because it is easy to reach and also it is effective. I have heard of such cases people poisoned their spouses by using ethylene glycol.

You could be right about what you told, she would be seen as a murderer if doctors find out how I died.

What about other options I mentioned? Is there any way to make myself cancer or anything similar to it?

 

[Jovaras]

I have read about ethylene glycol, in fact it is one of my plans because it is easy to reach and also it is effective. I have heard of such cases people poisoned their spouses by using ethylene glycol.

You could be right about what you told, she would be seen as a murderer if doctors find out how I died.

What about other options I mentioned? Is there any way to make myself cancer or anything similar to it?

no there is no way to get cancer on purpose... there are people who was exposed to nuclear testings and survived without any adverse effects... cancer is a chance...

when doctors say what something can cause cancer you need to focus on the word "can" because 50% of cancer is genetics and the other 20% are outside factors and 30% is just a chance...

and even if you fall on the cancer chance, you can't pick the cancer what will finally kill you or when you will get it and when it will kill you..

in general you will probably die from cancer but in old age...

 

[blueming]

I wouldn't recommend ethylene glycol if you don't want to hurt your family. Your cause of death will likely be found and the two probable conclusions will be either suicide or that someone else poisoned you. If you change your mind about wanting it to seem like an accident, there are many other methods that are easier.

There is no guarantee that you'll get cancer or any other kind of disease even if you try to. There are perfectly healthy people who get cancer and people with poor health who never contract any kind of disease. Like everything, it's a gamble.

 

[Jovaras]

if you like your death too look like accident... crash with your car without a seat belt, and to maximize the chance of death, take aspirin so your blood will be thinner and will help you to bleed out, and drink some alcohol so there will be attributed the cause of your death on alcohol...
...but you must find a way to crash and don't kill someone other on your method (drunk driving, crashing on someone)

 

[Achilless]

no there is no way to get cancer on purpose... there are people who was exposed to nuclear testings and survived without any adverse effects... cancer is a chance...

when doctors say what something can cause cancer you need to focus on the word "can" because 50% of cancer is genetics and the other 20% are outside factors and 30% is just a chance...

and even if you fall on the cancer chance, you can't pick the cancer what will finally kill you or when you will get it and when it will kill you..

in general you will probably die from cancer but in old age...

Cancer was just an example, it might be another disease that has a potential to kill me, it can be an infection as well

 

[Achilless]

I wouldn't recommend ethylene glycol if you don't want to hurt your family. Your cause of death will likely be found and the two probable conclusions will be either suicide or that someone else poisoned you. If you change your mind about wanting it to seem like an accident, there are many other methods that are easier.

There is no guarantee that you'll get cancer or any other kind of disease even if you try to. There are perfectly healthy people who get cancer and people with poor health who never contract any kind of disease. Like everything, it's a gamble.

Is there anything available that can make me sick and death? I know how cancer works and how the immune system reacts but there must a way.

 

[Jovaras]

How about the car crash method I mentioned above?

 

[Achilless]

How about the car crash method I mentioned above?

It seems logical, I can do it without harming anyone but unfortunately I have no car :)

Mercury also sounds very logical, but I don't know where to find it

 

[Schopenhauer]

It's very hard to make your suicide look accidental. Modern forensic science is pretty good at ascertaining cause of death (a good forensic pathologist can pick up many subtle clues).

The only fairly certain way to give yourself cancer is to expose yourself to massive doses of radiation. Most likely you'll never be able to do that, though, since radioactive materials are heavily regulated, specially in 1st world countries.

See these incidents, for instance:
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caesium-137#1987_Goiânia,_Goiás,_Brazil

It would be an awful death, either by direct radiation poisoning or cancer from the exposure. As for the cancer, death is not guaranteed, and can be very slow and painful.

Oh, and car crashes are notoriously unreliable as well, specially with modern, safe cars. People are known to survive all kinds of terrible crashes at high speeds, often becoming disabled in the process. Not to mention that a high speed crash by itself might be seen as suspicious, and lead to people to suspect suicide. Once again, forensics is pretty good at investigating this stuff.

 

[Jovaras]

It seems logical, I can do it without harming anyone but unfortunately I have no car :)

Mercury also sounds very logical, but I don't know where to find it

from ebay... but you need to know what ingesting mercury is not fatal, it need to get in to your bloodstream, and the only way is from mercury vapors

 

[Jovaras]

do you have driver's licence?

 

[Achilless]

from ebay... but you need to know what ingesting mercury is not fatal, it need to get in to your bloodstream, and the only way is from mercury vapors

Can you share a link with me? so I can check how type of mercury I need to buy and how can I inhale it?

 

[Achilless]

do you have driver's licence?

Yes I have, I know you are going to tell me if you have a driver license you can rent a car. I know it that is why I said it seemed logical, I will try it

 

[Jovaras]

Can you share a link with me? so I can check how type of mercury I need to buy and how can I inhale it?

you are in usa or somewhere else?

 

[Achilless]

you are in usa or somewhere else?

No I am not in Usa, I live in Turkey

 

[Jovaras]

Yes I have, I know you are going to tell me if you have a driver license you can rent a car. I know it that is why I said it seemed logical, I will try it

and to higher the chanced of car crash, you can find the logic board of the airbag, and short if ether with a 12v battery to fry the circuit or pour some water on the circuit

 

[lv-gras]

Can you share a link with me? so I can check how type of mercury I need to buy and how can I inhale it?

there is a video on mercury poisoning on another thread that you might watch first.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...hod-due-to-mercury-poisoning.5968/#post-99045

 

[Jovaras]

https://www.ebay.co.uk/sch/i.html?_...rksid=m570.l1313&_nkw=liquid+mercury&_sacat=0

 

[Schopenhauer]

Yes I have, I know you are going to tell me if you have a driver license you can rent a car. I know it that is why I said it seemed logical, I will try it

It's hard to make a car crash look like a real accident, unless you're an expert. Real car crashes have distinct patterns of skid marks, for instance (since you'll try to brake before the crash), and that's just one of the signs they'll look for. The presence of anticoagulants (blood thinners) in your blood will also be regarded as suspicious. Ditto for alcohol, if you're not known to have a drinking problem.

There's always the possibility of survival as well. It's an uncontrollable method.

 

[Jovaras]

It's hard to make a car crash look like a real accident, unless you're an expert. Real car crashes have distinct patterns of skid marks, for instance (since you'll try to brake before the crash), and that's just one of the signs they'll look for. The presence of anticoagulants (blood thinners) in your blood will also be regarded as suspicious. Ditto for alcohol, if you're not known to have a drinking problem.

There's always the possibility of survival as well. It's an uncontrollable method.

for anticoagulants, can be used plain aspirin, it is good enough and won't raise suspicion, and about the alcohol... someone can find a reason to drink alcohol... and especially if someone is not drinking often can attribute why he is mos susceptible to car crash

 

[Achilless]

It's hard to make a car crash look like a real accident, unless you're an expert. Real car crashes have distinct patterns of skid marks, for instance (since you'll try to brake before the crash), and that's just one of the signs they'll look for. The presence of anticoagulants (blood thinners) in your blood will also be regarded as suspicious. Ditto for alcohol, if you're not known to have a drinking problem.

There's always the possibility of survival as well. It's an uncontrollable method.

What would you recommend about my plan? Do you think which way would be the best way to try?

 

[Jovaras]

What would you recommend about my plan? Do you think which way would be the best way to try?

find a reason so your car rental won't be suspicious (for instance buy some ticket's to somewhere where the car will be needed to get there with your wife and keep them in the car, buy some gift to your wife and keep it in the car... so it will look like you was excited for something and the bad luck stroked on your way to home)

 

[Achilless]

find a reason so your car rental won't be suspicious (for instance buy some ticket's to somewhere where the car will be needed to get there with your wife and keep them in the car, buy some gift to your wife and keep it in the car... so it will look like you was excited for something and the bad luck stroked on your way to home)

I was talking about other methods, such as mercury poisoning

 

[Jovaras]

I was talking about other methods, such as mercury poisoning

buy it

just put some in a box, and everyday breath the air from the box... but put the box in ventilated area so nobody else get poisoned

 

[Achilless]

buy it

just put some in a box, and everyday breath the air from the box... but put the box in ventilated area so nobody else get poisoned

How long does it take to make me poisoned?

 

[Schopenhauer]

What would you recommend about my plan? Do you think which way would be the best way to try?

I don't know enough about mercury poisoning to have an informed opinion.

But as I've said, it's very hard to make a suicide look like an accident (unless you live in a very crappy 3rd world country). Modern forensic science can pick up very subtle clues that are overlooked by non-experts. And once they raise the suspicion of suicide, you can bet your family will think it's true.