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So a lot of people actually believe cutting your wrist is painful, however, what they use is either a razor blade or blunt knives that aren't designed to dissect through the skin, what you need to be using is a surgical scalpel cutting through the brachial artery which is the main artery in your arm that supplies blood to both the ulnar and radial arteries.



Drawing demonstrates the arterial collateral circulation around the elbow involving the

As you can see once you cut through the main brachial artery you'll bleed out pretty quick and die from exsanguination which is 100% painless and you'll simply fade away and become unconscious. also, make sure to this in a hot bath and drink some strong spirits to make your blood thinner so your blood doesn't clot

Note: You need to use surgical scalpel blade 10 with NO:3 handle. using a scalpel isn't painful as it slices through the skin with little pressure and hesitation unlike razors or kitchen knives. just make sure you don't cut through any veins. if done right and you should be dead within 20 mins.


 
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I used to cut as a teen. It really wasn't painful, I actually liked the feeling. I was too scared to cut too deep though
 
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I can confirm it doesn't hurt much. My first attempt was with a dull kitchen knife. It cut deep and I bled a ton, until I got woozy, but eventually it clotted and I was found. Image
 
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PDAnnie2610

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I'm scarred a lot on my left wrist. It doesn't hurt as much as the bleeding in my heart.
 
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I can confirm it doesn't hurt much. My first attempt was with a dull kitchen knife. It cut deep and I bled a ton, until I got woozy, but eventually it clotted and I was found.View attachment 25302
Thank you for telling your story! I love seeing people's scars because there's always a story behind it. No matter how big or small the scar is, there's always a story behind it.
 
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Is that above your elbow? I thought you had to cut up your arm
 
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oooh are we sharing graphic photos because secretly may sound weird I'm proud of my cuts and on this site I don't mind sharing mine. Unless this is totally not allowed then feel free to delete this :smiling:

Mine aren't the deepest that I want but still
 

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issyishere

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I think this isn't utilized as much due to the efficiency and the willpower required. Hell i'd even say hanging would be easier than cutting up my own arm and praying it doesn't clot or i'm not found. Also if you survive you usually might get a huge scar. I might be ill informed though so anyone know any pros of this method vs the others?
 
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scalpels are also fairly easy to buy online. Everything works better With the proper tools. The thought of cutting with a dull knife creeps me out.
 
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oooh are we sharing graphic photos because secretly may sound weird I'm proud of my cuts and on this site I don't mind sharing mine. Unless this is totally not allowed then feel free to delete this :smiling:

Mine aren't the deepest that I want but still

Yea, those seem more like self-harm cuts rather than suicide cuts, also, it looks like you've used a razor blade. if you want to die you need to cut your arteries that supply blood with a professional surgical scalpel blade otherwise you're just hurting yourself.
 
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Verklempt

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i could never cut deep enough, it's always turn out like scratches. maybe it's because of the blade i'm using? how do u feel when u cut?
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oooh are we sharing graphic photos because secretly may sound weird I'm proud of my cuts and on this site I don't mind sharing mine. Unless this is totally not allowed then feel free to delete this :smiling:

Mine aren't the deepest that I want but still
 
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scalpels are also fairly easy to buy online. Everything works better With the proper tools. The thought of cutting with a dull knife creeps me out.

true, they're cheap, easily accessible and small.
 
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Yea, those seem more like self-harm cuts rather than suicide cuts it also looks like you've used a razor blade. if you want to die you need to cut your arteries that supply blood with professional surgical scalpel blades otherwise you just hurting yourself.
Oh no those aren't trying to ctb cuts, they're just my fuck this life I'm stressed out and hate myself cuts. My preferred method is SN
i could never cut deep enough, it's always turn out like scratches. maybe it's because of the blade i'm using? how do u feel when u cut?
to get deeper, you have to keep cutting over the same spot. for me, I love it. It feels like a numbing sensation and like a rush. I forget about my problems temporarily. I never know how to explain it to someone unless they do it as well. I feel like it's different for every self harmer.
scalpels are also fairly easy to buy online. Everything works better With the proper tools. The thought of cutting with a dull knife creeps me out.
ooooh I've never tried a scalpel. Always utility blades from a local store lol
 
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Verklempt

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Oh no those aren't trying to ctb cuts, they're just my fuck this life I'm stressed out and hate myself cuts. My preferred method is SN

to get deeper, you have to keep cutting over the same spot. for me, I love it. It feels like a numbing sensation and like a rush. I forget about my problems temporarily. I never know how to explain it to someone unless they do it as well. I feel like it's different for every self harmer.

ooooh I've never tried a scalpel. Always utility blades from a local store lol
have u ever been caught? or anyone seen ur cuts?
 
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oooh are we sharing graphic photos because secretly may sound weird I'm proud of my cuts and on this site I don't mind sharing mine. Unless this is totally not allowed then feel free to delete this :smiling:

Mine aren't the deepest that I want but still


Hello there can I message you for a second need to ask something
So a lot of people actually believe cutting your wrist is painful, however, what they use is either a razor blade or blunt knives that aren't designed to dissect through the skin, what you need to be using is a surgical scalpel. cutting through the brachial artery which is the main artery in your arm which supplies blood to both the ulnar and radial arteries.



View attachment 25301

As you can see once you cut through the main brachial artery you'll bleed out pretty quick and die from exsanguination which is 100% painless and you'll simply fade away and become unconscious. also, make sure to this in a hot bath so your blood doesn't clot.

Note: You need to use surgical scalpel blade 10 with NO:3 handle. using a scalpel isn't painful as it slices through the skin with little pressure and hesitation unlike razors or kitchen knives, this method is simple, cheap and guaranteed if done right and you should be dead within 20 mins.

Can I message you need to ask something
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oooh are we sharing graphic photos because secretly may sound weird I'm proud of my cuts and on this site I don't mind sharing mine. Unless this is totally not allowed then feel free to delete this :smiling:

Mine aren't the deepest that I want but still

Wow
 
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Oct 13, 2019
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I think this isn't utilized as much due to the efficiency and the willpower required. Hell i'd even say hanging would be easier than cutting up my own arm and praying it doesn't clot or i'm not found. Also if you survive you usually might get a huge scar. I might be ill informed though so anyone know any pros of this method vs the others?

I prefer this method as I don't like the hesitation that comes with hanging + it's also very humiliating to be found like that while this method is fairly peaceful once you cut through the outer skin which only takes a few seconds. also, I've seen some images of people who decided to hang themselves. I'll attach it below. it's nasty.

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just not the way I want to be found.
 
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Midnight-rain

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As a self-harmer who's never used a scalpel this post comforts me in a way. Not my main method but I plan to cut as much as I can on my last day.
 
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As a self-harmer who's never used a scalpel this post comforts me in a way. Not my main method but I plan to cut as much as I can on my last day.

nice to know I can help
 
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mr parkinson

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warfarin tabs will thin blood and stop clotting ,don't know how easy it is to get them but the bleeding will be spectacular
 
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uselessloser

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I cut myself purposely the other day and it hurt, not as much blood as i expected there to be. I used an exacto knife,
 
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Aspirin is an otc blood thinner.
 
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I cut myself purposely the other day and it hurt, not as much blood as i expected there to be. I used an exacto knife,
did you run the exacto knife over the same cut a couple of times? it'll bleed more
 
Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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I find it hurts depending what I used, I have recently taken to other methods of self harm, but it doesn't give me the same release so I do think blades and cutting help more in my way of coping.
when Isay it hurts depending on what I use, I say that as in the sharper it is the less painful it is
 
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BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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It should be done vertically as it's almost impossible to stitch up if found. Self harmer for years, burning, cutting, anything really. Always wondered if it was a way to go but I don't know about cutting that deep and also the mess. Pretty gnarly clean up with squirting arteries.
 
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Its a hard knock life
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It should be done vertically as it's almost impossible to stitch up if found. Self harmer for years, burning, cutting, anything really. Always wondered if it was a way to go but I don't know about cutting that deep and also the mess. Pretty gnarly clean up with squirting arteries.
Vertical how
So a lot of people actually believe cutting your wrist is painful, however, what they use is either a razor blade or blunt knives that aren't designed to dissect through the skin, what you need to be using is a surgical scalpel cutting through the brachial artery which is the main artery in your arm that supplies blood to both the ulnar and radial arteries.



View attachment 25301

As you can see once you cut through the main brachial artery you'll bleed out pretty quick and die from exsanguination which is 100% painless and you'll simply fade away and become unconscious. also, make sure to this in a hot bath and drink some strong spirits to make your blood thinner so your blood doesn't clot

Note: You need to use surgical scalpel blade 10 with NO:3 handle. using a scalpel isn't painful as it slices through the skin with little pressure and hesitation unlike razors or kitchen knives. just make sure you don't cut through any veins. if done right and you should be dead within 20 mins.



Ooo this is great information since I'm planning of bleeding out for CTB (:
 
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Its a hard knock life
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So a lot of people actually believe cutting your wrist is painful, however, what they use is either a razor blade or blunt knives that aren't designed to dissect through the skin, what you need to be using is a surgical scalpel cutting through the brachial artery which is the main artery in your arm that supplies blood to both the ulnar and radial arteries.



View attachment 25301

As you can see once you cut through the main brachial artery you'll bleed out pretty quick and die from exsanguination which is 100% painless and you'll simply fade away and become unconscious. also, make sure to this in a hot bath and drink some strong spirits to make your blood thinner so your blood doesn't clot

Note: You need to use surgical scalpel blade 10 with NO:3 handle. using a scalpel isn't painful as it slices through the skin with little pressure and hesitation unlike razors or kitchen knives. just make sure you don't cut through any veins. if done right and you should be dead within 20 mins.



I'm planning CTB by bleeding out, I have a hide out spot that I'm planning on cutting myself because I live with my family and they are always at my house so I can't do it in a hot tub. Is there any other way to preventing clotting?
 
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I never cared if it was painful, personally. I'd have almost like these out of body experiences where I'd pick up a sharp object and would cut as an outlet of my frustration and emotions. It did a lot to relieve myself
 

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