Zoya

Zoya

Emotional pain is stronger than physical pain.
May 30, 2020
51
when I sleep my mind is calm, nothing weighs me down, nothing hurts. I just don't live. And feeling that is wonderful. For a few moments or hours, you feel like you stop in a world that goes so fast. (I wonder if after death I will be able to read, if it wouldn't be a shame)
 
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torimandy

torimandy

Fear is the mind killer
Aug 3, 2020
146
I have a wonderful life in my dream world. I have a husband and a job. I spend more time in bed now in that fantasy world as it's how life should have been. yes, I sleep allot.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Yeah, my friend, sleeping is quite cool!
Today, I didn't want to leave my bed but well, I had no choice lol.
 
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Stolen Absolution

Stolen Absolution

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Sep 4, 2020
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when I sleep my mind is calm, nothing weighs me down, nothing hurts. I just don't live. And feeling that is wonderful. For a few moments or hours, you feel like you stop in a world that goes so fast. (I wonder if after death I will be able to read, if it wouldn't be a shame)

I wish it was the same for me. PTSD ails me in my slumber, and I am forced to see the things which I'm deeply afraid of....in my dreams.

I'm happy for you guys, though, that you can find some reprieve from the day. We all deserve some solace. :hug:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Sleep is the thing I look forward to the most. It is like death without the commitment. I do get some nightmares and some strange dreams but I still love it. I wish there was a way to make our bodies sleep for more of our lives, then maybe the desire to ctb would be less. Its why I take comfort from death, I see it as an eternal sleep.
 
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
Once I get too sleep I wish I'd never wake. All my shit is gone and life is a dream. I can put my real life mistakes right and live a new life. Then it's time to get up and I remember what I am.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
Yes indeed! Sleeping is so good, unless you're having nightmares. I used to sleep for 9 to 11 hours... Now I barely sleep for 6 hours:( Insomnia sucks, the days feel so long then...
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
For this reason I sleep not only at nighttime but even at daytime. When I have some free time after comming home from school or whatever I'm so exhausted to do anything.

I always think what to do and I come to a conclusion that sleeping is the best option. So I escape from this reality quite a lot.
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
202
when I sleep my mind is calm, nothing weighs me down, nothing hurts. I just don't live. And feeling that is wonderful. For a few moments or hours, you feel like you stop in a world that goes so fast. (I wonder if after death I will be able to read, if it wouldn't be a shame)
I live my life in my bed these days (years). It is safer, and less stressful than out in the world. I lose muscle real quick though, being beddridden.
Yes indeed! Sleeping is so good, unless you're having nightmares. I used to sleep for 9 to 11 hours... Now I barely sleep for 6 hours:( Insomnia sucks, the days feel so long then...
Thats the real tragedy. The days just drag on. Every day is the same and I dont remember the date most of the time. Ah, sleep is bliss
 
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Bauhaus

Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
Thats the real tragedy. The days just drag on. Every day is the same and I dont remember the date most of the time. Ah, sleep is bliss
Couldn't agree more, I really crave for deep sleep, alas...
I feel like I've never have deep sleep and it's like I'm living in one eternal day that never ends. Day and night are meaningless to me.
 

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