This has happened before many times. I'm fine with it, as in my case it isn't like there is that much to miss out on but I'm sorry that it made you feel worse. One of the awful things about life is that everything is unpredictable and uncertain and what we once had can be easily be taken away. In life nothing ever lasts but I do believe that there will likely always be somewhere to find information about suicide methods on the internet as there will always be suicidal people as long as life exists, even know pro lifers try to deny this fact.
