bov
Arcanist
- Aug 26, 2020
- 405
Lupgevif
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- Jul 23, 2020
- 928
I have been spending more carelessly on videogames, even though I barely feel like playing them. I still live my day to day life normally, but I sure stopped giving my best on everything.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
I've been spending money carelessly, mostly on junk food, binge eating, and I've definitely become a worse person, someone I didn't want to become. A lot of people on SS know what I mean by that. I'm trying to work on that and make up for it before I ctb.
VIBRITANNIA
lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
- Aug 10, 2020
- 1,156
i've been caring less about what i do. if i fuck something up? it's okay, i'll eventually kill myself. if i say something rude? it's okay, i can always kill myself. i've been using suicide as a reason to act like an asshole.
mooncake
Student
- Aug 7, 2020
- 116
I've kind of lost all real live connections and the ability to do what i need to, to hold my head above water until i can finally go. Which in turn makes it harder to ctb
XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
I'm the same weirdo with the same problems. I haven't noticed a change. I don't feel zen or anything like that.
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
I've become much more careless which is the opposite of what I was before and I've lost that filter where I am more direct and open than normal. I also fear almost nothing because anything bad that happens to me is inconsequential.
more blunt and honest, no longer let anyone walk over me or hide my feelings just for other people's comfort and benefit
