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raindrops

raindrops

Someday, eventually
Mar 29, 2020
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I'm thinking about doing it 100% this time, finally tomorrow I will try my hardest to take a walk to the cliff to scope the area.
Apologies if I don't but deep down I know this is the way I will go.
I don't want to get old, or die alone with no partner, no children. I'm missing my chances and have missed so many now life is pointless.
He's all I want, it's not co-dependency. It is love, it's destroying me, he called me earlier and I said "love you" then I had to apologise for saying it... his eyes roll and didn't say it back. I can't do it anymore. I have Monday or Wednesday as my option.

Also writing a letter to him now, he's the reason. He said to me a few months ago the girl he met gave him confidence and helped him.
No one gave me confidence, they all destroyed mine. No one helped me, I have no one anyway.

So how exactly do you go head first? I read fall backwards or run and jump or casually walk off the cliff. How then is that head first, head first doesn't seem possible.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
When I think about jumping myself, I always imagine it like diving into a swimming pool then pulling my arms back before I hit the ground.
 
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The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
259
Same way Olympic swimmers dive in then Arms by side like a missile.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
What do you do if you can't jump, and have to walk off the cliff? Is it reasonably easy to turn yourself over in the air if you're falling feet first to begin with?
 
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ropebunny

ropebunny

*suicidal bunny noises*
Jul 26, 2020
196
I don't think it's a silly question, haha. It's something I've wondered too.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Would standing upright and letting yourself fall forward work?
 
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