Has anyone ever felt there were actual signs that you should cbt like almost as if it's destiny or something. I probably sound crazy and delusional but ever since I tried to do it before I feel like something has been trying to get me back to that place again. I jumped off a cliff before and I don't know if it's just because I have ptsd or something but I always notice things to do with cliffs and things that like try to get me there. I see shadows that look like them, in every film a scene reminds me of it, I've had nights where I wake up and see things like telling me to come. One time I woke up and looked out the window and there was a chimney with arms telling me to come to the roof. Obviously I know I was half asleep but it's like my subconscious is trying to get me there again. Even smells or sounds remind me of that night and it's like it's pushing me to try again. I don't know if anyone else has experienced this or if im just going crazy but I wondered what other people thought.
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Flores de Abril
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- Mar 8, 2023
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Well, for all that I know those feel like signs that you shouldnt do it
I dont know what are your beliefs for the afterlife, but those dont look like signs that something good is calling you. I had similar experiences of something urging me to go, to join him, but it was the voice of someone that never would have desired something like that to me, many times I felt that it was my time, nothing left for me to do here besides pain and dissapointment.
But i have come to learn that you can control those fellings a little, maybe trying to write down what you feel and see will help, or even take walks among the woods or other nature you have next to your place, if you have a pet bring them together! In times like this you can also try contacting friends or family if their company makes you feel at home, avoid being alone, because you are not
Best wishes <3
I dont know what are your beliefs for the afterlife, but those dont look like signs that something good is calling you. I had similar experiences of something urging me to go, to join him, but it was the voice of someone that never would have desired something like that to me, many times I felt that it was my time, nothing left for me to do here besides pain and dissapointment.
But i have come to learn that you can control those fellings a little, maybe trying to write down what you feel and see will help, or even take walks among the woods or other nature you have next to your place, if you have a pet bring them together! In times like this you can also try contacting friends or family if their company makes you feel at home, avoid being alone, because you are not
Best wishes <3
I'm pro-choice on that matter, which means that I'm for reasonable adult people being allowed to chose if they want to ctb. "Voices" making or pushing that on someone is not something I'd consider reasonable. In my opinion no one should be ever forced to ctb, either by existing or non-existing persons/creatures/entities. I hope you will get help and be able to make rational choices.
