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Alex6216
Mage
- Apr 19, 2022
- 539
I used to think those who vented about SI were being scaredy cats until now. I literally have EVERYTHING ready, but as soon as I put the SN bag out of where I hide it, my heart just stopped, I just get horrified just looking at everything. I dont truly know what I am scared of, perhaps it's how 'complicated' the process is or the fact I forgot to take Benadryl beforehand or the fact I did the set up all wrong. This irrational fear just went on for 2 minutes straight until I became clear minded again, however I didnt do it because I wasted too much time and i'd probably be found and 'saved'
Oh well, I 'failed' this attempt due to being a little bitch. I wish I had a gun :C
Oh well, I 'failed' this attempt due to being a little bitch. I wish I had a gun :C