g0921

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Or would they just say heart failure on the report, without questioning the cause of the anemia from nowhere?

I know it is not the job for them to figure out if it is suicide or natural cause. Just like to know is it likely for them to go deep; or they would do it lazily so my dirty little secret would be sealed dead.


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I am not a cutter, so there would be no cut they can find.
And as a regular blood donor, a few old bloodlet puncture wounds would be reasonable.
 
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I don't have an answer for your question but I just wanted to say: Welcome. :heart: :hug:

(And to give your thread a bump :wink:)
 
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Welcome to the forum! Are you sure you want to go this way? There are way more peaceful options available if you do some searching on this site.
 
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Welcome to the forum! Are you sure you want to go this way? There are way more peaceful options available if you do some searching on this site.

I think it is the only one way that I wanna do?

Once considered about a classic wrist slit, but found out how hard it is to actually work. So I moved to other possible methods.
I had been a bloodletting on and off for one year now, it was good there is almost no traceable mark and I am getting really good that it.

ps. Enjoy the feeling of blood lost both emotionally and physically.
 
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If there's an autopsy they'll be able to see your cuts and/or puncture wounds, even subtle ones. What they'll do with this information will depend on your country, I imagine.
 
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They'll be able to see your cuts and/or puncture wounds. What they'll do with this information will depend on your country, I imagine.

Not a cutter.
And those few puncture wounds would be reasonable as I am a regular blood donor. New fresh pokes may gave away tho.

I am not from UK, but I planned to ctb here. Favourite place in the whole world:)
ps.Any Brits here to help, please?
 
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Not a cutter.
And those few puncture wounds would be reasonable as I am a regular blood donor. New fresh pokes may gave away tho.

I am not from UK, but I planned to ctb here. Favourite place in the whole world:)
ps.Any Brits here to help, please?
I always wondered if it would be realistic to bleed out by inserting a blood draw needle and having it either be suctioned out or just drain out, or if the blood would clot and halt the process.

I suspect suction would work and draining would not.
 
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I always wondered if it would be realistic to bleed out by inserting a blood draw needle and having it either be suctioned out or just drain out, or if the blood would clot and halt the process.

It is not.
Even without clotting, the bleeding would stop when your blood pressure got too low. So it is nearly impossible to just blood draw needle yourself and drain to dead in one go.
 
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It is not.
Even without clotting, the bleeding would stop when your blood pressure got too low. So it is nearly impossible to just blood draw needle yourself and drain to dead in one go.
Even if you positioned it as the lowest point?
 
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Even if you positioned it as the lowest point?

That would be pretty uncomfortable to tie yourself up and stay in a still position in case the hypovolemic shock hit?

Heard about people using blood thinner or a bump as aid,
but I have never been there, so I cannot tell.
 
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That would be pretty uncomfortable to tie yourself up and stay in a still position in case the hypovolemic shock hit?

Heard about people using blood thinner or a bump as aid,
but I have never been there, so I cannot tell.
Why would you have to tie yourself up? Does blood loss cause seizures?
And FYI, I'm completely serious in my wondering, in case it looks like I'm trolling. I promise I'm not.
 
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or when you lost consciousness, you might not be able to stay in a position that continue yourself to bleed......
Hmm, you may be right. The resulting confusion might definitely prompt some moving around.
 
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@g0921 i chose a "slow" method too. It is a totally different one compared to yours but im worried about being found out too
 
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@g0921 i chose a "slow" method too. It is a totally different one compared to yours but im worried about being found out too
good thing about slow method is that it is easier to talk ppl out if we fail. I don't plan to be lock up in the ward for days if I survived.
 
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good thing about slow method is that it is easier to talk ppl out if we fail. I don't plan to be lock up in the ward for days if I survived.
Yess exactly!! Plus it looks natural which is one of my main goals. It is probably less painful for the ones that stay aswell.
 
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Are you sure that's the method you want to use? I think that's too much suffering. I've had severe heart failure before due to excessive bleeding. In the end I couldn't barely lift my hand without feeling extremely tired. Plus you'll have tormenting arrhythmia and pulmonary edema. I barely could breath and felt suffocating due to water in my lungs. It's agonizing.
 
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An autopsy is performed on any unusual or unexpected death so you are right to consider it a possibility of something that may well occur.

Puncture marks (no matter how small) will appear on an autopsy. You can see needle marks in autopsy in photos which tend to appear red/purple post-mortem.
 
Defenestrator

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Honestly? Probably not - you literally have to leave a note and make it abundently clear to get a death by suicide result it seems.
 
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Are you sure that's the method you want to use? I think that's too much suffering. I've had severe heart failure before due to excessive bleeding. In the end I couldn't barely lift my hand without feeling extremely tired. Plus you'll have tormenting arrhythmia and pulmonary edema. I barely could breath and felt suffocating due to water in my lungs. It's agonizing.
it is between this or live and suffer....

I still have time to see if i find can any better way to exit. It is annoying when one don't want the last minutes to be too ugly and messy.
An autopsy is performed on any unusual or unexpected death so you are right to consider it a possibility of something that may well occur.

Puncture marks (no matter how small) will appear on an autopsy. You can see needle marks in autopsy in photos which tend to appear red/purple post-mortem.

Honestly? Probably not - you literally have to leave a note and make it abundently clear to get a death by suicide result it seems.

(sigh)
in that case... I better thought of a better plan or make up a "self harm" accident .....
 
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I'm not telling you what to do, but as mentioned, it will be extremely painful. Maybe look at the resources section for a more peaceful method? Are there specific circumstances which would prevent you from trying a different method?

And welcome. We are glad you are here. :heart:
 
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I'm not telling you what to do, but as mentioned, it will be extremely painful. Maybe look at the resources section for a more peaceful method? Are there specific circumstances which would prevent you from trying a different method?

And welcome. We are glad you are here. :heart:

mm... but I also heard many bloodletters got told by doctors that they would have a sudden death in a week by stoke or heart attack, for how low their blood oxygen levels were.
It would be a blessing if it happen to me.
 

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