
ihatemyselfwanttodi
Student
- Jan 26, 2025
- 155
I currently have my unopened 200g of SN. I'm contemplating attempting CTB this weekend, as I chickened out last weekend.
However, one of my biggest fears and what keeps me from attempting is the thought of failure and it leading to things being worse. I'd hate to lose my method of escape if I fail. So I keep contemplating splitting up my SN into ziplock baggies so I can hide the rest somewhere. Is this a good idea, or is it best to leave it unopened so it doesn't get ruined?
However, one of my biggest fears and what keeps me from attempting is the thought of failure and it leading to things being worse. I'd hate to lose my method of escape if I fail. So I keep contemplating splitting up my SN into ziplock baggies so I can hide the rest somewhere. Is this a good idea, or is it best to leave it unopened so it doesn't get ruined?