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- Feb 14, 2023
- 93
I'm so sick and tired of giving life a try when all I do is upset people. I was trying to vent to my boyfriend by showing him how I really felt, I showed him how badly I wanted to die, but when I didn't show him everything because I don't feel comfortable sharing that yet with him, he got mad at me and started ignoring me.
I showed him the deepest parts of my feelings, something I've never shown everyone before because I truly trust him.
I hate that I upset him, I feel like I'm in the wrong for not showing him, but I know my body is uncomfortable with me doing so.
I want to jump off my balcony so badly, I feel like he'd be better off without me in his life, he deserves someone with fewer mental problems than I have.
I showed him the deepest parts of my feelings, something I've never shown everyone before because I truly trust him.
I hate that I upset him, I feel like I'm in the wrong for not showing him, but I know my body is uncomfortable with me doing so.
I want to jump off my balcony so badly, I feel like he'd be better off without me in his life, he deserves someone with fewer mental problems than I have.