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JJMaynard97

JJMaynard97

JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to Say Bye Bye!!
Mar 17, 2023
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Hey everyone, I just have tried to put this behind me but I can't as I get older I feel more alone and that I don't want to live like a loner anymore. So here I am again after two years. So I was walking my dog and had a idea of jumping as I live near a quarry. Should I jump or think of over methods that won't cause pain. I feel bad for my family. But I feel I've emotionally passed already.


What should I Do? 😞
 
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Paper_Cut_93

I was afraid to go on.
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Hey everyone, I just have tried to put this behind me but I can't as I get older I feel more alone and that I don't want to live like a loner anymore. So here I am again after two years. So I was walking my dog and had a idea of jumping as I live near a quarry. Should I jump or think of over methods that won't cause pain. I feel bad for my family. But I feel I've emotionally passed already.


What should I Do? 😞
Hello, nice to hear from you again.

Loneliness can be pretty overwhelming. May I ask approximately how old you are? You mentioned that you have a family, do you keep in touch with them? (Writing this with the Google translator.)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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I'm sorry you have to suffer in this existence, it's cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to Say Bye Bye!!
Mar 17, 2023
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Hello, nice to hear from you again.

Loneliness can be pretty overwhelming. May I ask approximately how old you are? You mentioned that you have a family, do you keep in touch with them? (Writing this with the Google translator.)
I'm 27, going to be 28 in July. It is. I liv with my nan and my uncle. And I go back to my mum's once a week.
 
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getoutgirl

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Rules say I cannot encourage you, and I wouldn't either way, but I won't say "No! Don't jump, just live and be happy" either, because that changes little over your situation and would only cause you guilt if you are not living up to that.
What I will say is that I'm so sorry for the pain and suffering you have gone and are still going through. For the isolation, guilt over causing pain on loved ones (which by the way shows you are a kind caring person with value, may be hard to accept) and general void and mental anguish that has brought you back here, and to even consider your own death. I feel you and I am truly sorry.
The only useful advice I could give you is to think it through heavily, talk to people, seek help if you already haven't, and try and be kind to yourself regardless of what your brain blabbers. I can't do that half the time but when I am able It Helps. Take care and if you need to vent anything I'm around <3
 
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I was afraid to go on.
Mar 23, 2025
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I'm 27, going to be 28 in July. It is. I liv with my nan and my uncle. And I go back to my mum's once a week.
You still have a little family and a dog. Tell me why you feel lonely? If you'd like to share.

A little about me: I'm 31 years old, have a chronic illness, and apart from my siblings and a few friends in another city, I don't have anyone else. Nevertheless, I often feel lonely.
 
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A quarry is probably too risky and not high enough. I highly DIScourage you to do this!
 
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JJ’s Dead Inside, Time to Say Bye Bye!!
Mar 17, 2023
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I'm 27, going to be 28 in July. It is. I liv with my nan and my uncle. And I go back to my mum's once a week.

Rules say I cannot encourage you, and I wouldn't either way, but I won't say "No! Don't jump, just live and be happy" either, because that changes little over your situation and would only cause you guilt if you are not living up to that.
What I will say is that I'm so sorry for the pain and suffering you have gone and are still going through. For the isolation, guilt over causing pain on loved ones (which by the way shows you are a kind caring person with value, may be hard to accept) and general void and mental anguish that has brought you back here, and to even consider your own death. I feel you and I am truly sorry.
The only useful advice I could give you is to think it through heavily, talk to people, seek help if you already haven't, and try and be kind to yourself regardless of what your brain blabbers. I can't do that half the time but when I am able It Helps. Take care and if you need to vent anything I'm around <3
Thankyou So So Much. The same to you too. 🤝
You still have a little family and a dog. Tell me why you feel lonely? If you'd like to share.

A little about me: I'm 31 years old, have a chronic illness, and apart from my siblings and a few friends in another city, I don't have anyone else. Nevertheless, I often feel lonely.
Well it's a hard one to explain, but aswell as lonely I guess I just don't want to carry on living this life. The life that I'll have. Nobody gives me the time off day and I made mistakes when I was a kid that has shaped my future. Ah I so so sorry that you feel that way. Well if you need to talk and want someone to chat Ill be happy to listen. My Name is Jordan..👋
A quarry is probably too risky and not high enough. I highly DIScourage you to do this!
Ah ok well Thankyou. So you think that if I did jump from it would I just end up paralysed?
 
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