Method Should I hang myself or blow myself up?

[Menschenmühle]

If I'm going to commit, I'm choosing one of these two methods:
-hanging (full suspension)
The material required for it is easy to find, can be practically done with it in a week if I really want. However, I'm afraid it might lead to intense pain, even if it will only take a few seconds.

-blowing myself up
By this, I mean the use of explosives to end my life, I'll strap some IEDs to my head and blow it off. I'll make sure I'm in a desolate place so I don't hurt anybody. However, it would take months for me to find the material necessary for this, I unfortunatey live in a country where everything is heavily regulated. Therefore, this method would take much more time to carry it out. It would mean I'd have to pretene that I'm functioning normally in life, which is something that I feel that I can't do anymore. This method is completely painless though, compared to full suspension.

What do you guys think? What should I choose.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Hanging sounds much safer

 

[Menschenmühle]

Hanging sounds much safer

Really? Explosives kill you almost instantly and with zero pain. Hanging needs at least half an hour for full death, and can be very painful if done badly.
My only problem with explosives is that making them will take some time, and my patience is running thin.

 

[Death is beautiful]

Really? Explosives kill you almost instantly and with zero pain. Hanging needs at least half an hour for full death, and can be very painful if done badly.
My only problem with explosives is that making them will take some time, and my patience is running thin.

Don't you have access to other methods? For example SN

 

[Menschenmühle]

Don't you have access to other methods? For example SN

I don't know anything about SN, from where do you even get it?

 

[Death is beautiful]

I don't know anything about SN, from where do you even get it?

I ordered it from a company in my country, it all depends on where you live

 

[GentleJerk]

One member said method #1 sounds safer. You seem to like #2 more, but apparently don't have the patience, is that about right?

Just curious, why are you asking us to choose your suicide method for you?

 

[Menschenmühle]

I ordered it from a company in my country, it all depends on where you live

Well in my case, I can't get it, only certain companies and institutions are allowed to buy chemicals here.

One member said method #1 sounds safer. You seem to like #2 more, but apparently don't have the patience, is that about right?

Just curious, why are you asking us to choose your suicide method for you?

Just wanted some differing opinions, maybe someone can convince me that hanging can be done painlessly, or that explosives aren't as good as I think they are.

 

[Bedrock48]

It's totally your choice but I will always warn against explosives because even researching them, let alone building them, is an easy way to get cops at your door. Not to mention the fact that you could put other people's lives at risk at so many stages of the process. However, it has been done. I don't know if you're familiar with the Christmas day bomber in Nashville but that's the way out he chose.

Otherwise I don't feel comfortable choosing for you since everyone has different preferences on methods.

 

[Menschenmühle]

It's totally your choice but I will always warn against explosives because even researching them, let alone building them, is an easy way to get cops at your door. Not to mention the fact that you could put other people's lives at risk at so many stages of the process. However, it has been done. I don't know if you're familiar with the Christmas day bomber in Nashville but that's the way out he chose.

Otherwise I don't feel comfortable choosing for you since everyone has different preferences on methods.

The police here a bunch of illiterates, I don't think they have the means or the intelligence to track anybody, especially online.
If I do it, it will be far away from every person, deep in the woods.
I still don't know if I want to use explosives though, I'm so demotivated that even making preparations for full suspension hanging sounds like too much work, nonetheless I really just want this miserable life to be over already.
Maybe the real reason why I made this post is to find motivation to die, idk at this point.

 

[mandyjohnuk]

Blooming ell.
I'd go with the hanging personally and drop hanging with that as it's instant and if you do it stoned or drunk it won't bother you. Explosives are another kettle of fish if you can make them. If not just make some fun powder with 3 items and then mix it with Bio Ethanol. Let it dry and pack into 2 metal drinks cannisters around ones neck. Boom.

 

[raghu1977]

Really? Explosives kill you almost instantly and with zero pain. Hanging needs at least half an hour for full death, and can be very painful if done badly.
My only problem with explosives is that making them will take some time, and my patience is running thin.

Do you have any experience with explosives? Unless you do - you are more likely to blow your hands off.

You would do better to research inert gas asphyxiation or N. Much more reliable and less painful (if things go wrong)

 

[Menschenmühle]

Do you have any experience with explosives? Unless you do - you are more likely to blow your hands off.

You would do better to research inert gas asphyxiation or N. Much more reliable and less painful (if things go wrong)

The plan is to experiment with bombs that cause little to no damage, then move to more lethal explosives, this way I can avoid any mistakes.

 

[raghu1977]

The plan is to experiment with bombs that cause little to no damage, then move to more lethal explosives, this way I can avoid any mistakes.

Still - you are just likely to blow off your fingers. A small amount of explosive can go a loooooong way.

Look - im not trying to be a negative nelly here. Its just that I've seen the results of amateur explosives / gunsmithing. A long time ago, in a far off country where i grew up, someone loaded up a home made pistol with a tiny amount of gunpowder. The result mangled his hand beyond recognition. Requiring amputation.

So all im suggesting is think twice or thrice and then choose a saner and safer alternative.

Unless you have been professionally trained and observe all safety precautions - you are just asking for trouble. And even highly trained and experienced professionals wind up with ghastly accidents every now and then.

If you dont mind being grossed out - search for blown lung explosions. Horrible, horrible way to go.

 

[Menschenmühle]

Still - you are just likely to blow off your fingers. A small amount of explosive can go a loooooong way.

Look - im not trying to be a negative nelly here. Its just that I've seen the results of amateur explosives / gunsmithing. A long time ago, in a far off country where i grew up, someone loaded up a home made pistol with a tiny amount of gunpowder. The result mangled his hand beyond recognition. Requiring amputation.

So all im suggesting is think twice or thrice and then choose a saner and safer alternative.

Unless you have been professionally trained and observe all safety precautions - you are just asking for trouble. And even highly trained and experienced professionals wind up with ghastly accidents every now and then.

If you dont mind being grossed out - search for blown lung explosions. Horrible, horrible way to go.

hmmm yeah thinking about it, I have zero experience and no safety equipment, although I don't know how, for example, a smoke bomb can hurt me, if I use it as a gateway bomb to other explosives. Every bomb uses the same mechanisms to function, the difference lies in the components of the bomb. If I decide to learn these mechanisms by using non dangerous chemicals, then making more lethal explosives can become relatively safe once I'm used to the process of making them. This is all theoretical ofc, I'm a lazy piece of shit, I highly doubt I'll do any of this.

 

[Dot]

If u nt knw wht u r doin u cld jst injur urslf

Thread 'Suicide Resource Compilation' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/

 

[Shu]

Hanging sucks unless you do it right.

 

[Foresight]

Making a bomb could get you in trouble with the police here.

 

[whatevs]

As interesting as an explosive suicide is, you seem much better suited for the rope. The explosive route would easily lead to being investigated by the police or an accident where you lose part of your body but remain alive.

 

[Darkover]

if i had the option to blow my self up i'd be all for it forget hanging thats just painfull at least with blowing your self up it would all be over in a split second

 

[inanimate]

i recently had the urge to blow myself up for the first time. it's because my self-loathing is so deep. it felt comforting, and has felt comforting thinking about since then.

its the thought of completely obliterating everything that is me that is most satisfying. sounds like a whole lot of effort/energy though.

 

[Menschenmühle]

i recently had the urge to blow myself up for the first time. it's because my self-loathing is so deep. it felt comforting, and has felt comforting thinking about since then.

its the thought of completely obliterating everything that is me that is most satisfying. sounds like a whole lot of effort/energy though.

Yeah there's something beautiful about blowing yourself up to the point where your body becomes utterly unrecognizable, no trace of one's self is left behind.