I've been a misanthrope since I was 10. No friends. No partner. Family and my parents don't care about me. I'm disgusted by people. I hate all of them. I don't think I can live without interacting with others. So should I die today?
I feel like this is a very very personal matter that nobody can really decide except for you. You really know yourself best and what someone on this site may determine completely unsalvageable, someone else might see as a simple phase. I firmly believe in the right to choice however the way I see this post is sort of a neutral standpoint so I'll give perspective to both sides.
For the side of living, one of my favorite sayings is don't believe everything you think. When I was in a psych ward following an unsuccessful attempt a psychiatrist gave me this wonderful piece of advice. Your body's suicidal ideation is clearly telling you something and you can choose whether to take it as just information or fact. Your body telling you it wants to die is obviously a sign that you are not doing well. That's a very simple way of putting it but basically you can take your thoughts and dive into the roots of those to figure out what's really going on.
My perspective of dying is very mixed. I believe that someone should be able to have their own say in whether they live or not. I feel like some cases the reasons may be more questionable than others but I feel like it's not something other people should be allowed to try and control. With dying I feel like the biggest consideration is the likelihood of things becoming better within a reasonable amount of time and a reasonable amount of effort. Motivation is super hard and I personally struggle a lot however from my experiences a decent amount of cases are usually solvable within 2 years of hard effort. Even if say, someone could fix it easily that doesn't mitigate my view on the right of choice.
I kinda just went on a rant here so I hope you got at least something useful out of this! I am really into psychology and philosophy and I don't have DMs unlocked yet but I'd be willing to chat once I do. I guess the goal of this post is to say that only you can truly decide whether or not your life is worth living. For no matter what anyone says, it is truly your decision for whether or not to stay in this world. I hope you can find peace in your life, whatever that may look like.
(And a little side note I love your pfp!! what's your fav rebzyyx song?)
