should have been aborted

[nothingnobody]

20 years old, cant take care of myself cant feed myself complete shut in cant talk to others cant do anything normal people can do, stuck either taking care of a dying grandmother or living in a meth infested traphouse depending on who i choose to live with. these are supposed to be the best years of my life what a joke. wasting my life rotting in a trailer with some old dying bitch.
what a fucking joke of an existence. developmentally retarded 20 year old adult fetus.

 

[𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆]

I can relate to you so much, especially to "these are supposed to be the best years of my life". I'm 21 and feel like absolute failure. I feel like what makes it worse is seeing all these people my age having friends, normal families, going out partying, just having fun and enjoying life while I'm stuck in my room all day, no friends, no hobbies, family who doesn't give a fuck but loves to pretend that everything is okay. I'm just so tired of it all.