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Zristal

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Feb 12, 2026
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Nothing NOTHING CAN STOP THIS ONE I WILL FORCE SOMEONE TO TRY TO SHOOT KE IF I HAVE TO. WHAT IF I CALLED 9/11 THEN THREATENED TO SHOOT THEM SO THEYLL KILL ME.
 
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scoba32

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Dec 31, 2025
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when you make the decision make sure you are in a calm state of mind so that you do not mess it up
 
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pelicanportal

life could have been beautiful
Jan 28, 2026
133
i... dont recommemd this method. i dont encourage anyone to ctb truthfully, despite being here, but if this is your best plan idk, can you not purchase a firearm on your own? then you could do peacefully alone at home on your terms
 
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eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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Nothing NOTHING CAN STOP THIS ONE I WILL FORCE SOMEONE TO TRY TO SHOOT KE IF I HAVE TO. WHAT IF I CALLED 9/11 THEN THREATENED TO SHOOT THEM SO THEYLL KILL ME.
when you make the decision make sure you are in a calm state of mind so that you do not mess it up

yea this plan will basically never work and no one will be "forced to shoot you". you can be disarmed easily by security guards, employees, cops, or even just civilians. 911 won't shoot you just because you're threatening to shoot other people. you'll probably misfire while you're at the gun range. genuinely just buy a gun if you can afford it.
 
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stopMotionSickness

weird bozo
Mar 2, 2026
30
Hey just be careful about it. Like @scoba23 said, this is a permanent decision you're gonna want to make with a sound mind. Plus, this method is risky; being so public, it's a big risk of intervention, and being so rushed, it's a big risk of landing only a crippling shots. People have survived with their entire faces blown off because the brain was intact and medics got to them. The moment right now hurts a lot, I know, but you're just going to have to sit with it for a while.
 
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scoba32

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Dec 31, 2025
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yea this plan will basically never work and no one will be "forced to shoot you". you can be disarmed easily by security guards, employees, cops, or even just civilians. 911 won't shoot you just because you're threatening to shoot other people. you'll probably misfire while you're at the gun range. genuinely just buy a gun if you can afford it.
yeah bro i know how it feels to wanna ctb really bad but don't make your situation worse by being rash
 
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Zristal

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Feb 12, 2026
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yea this plan will basically never work and no one will be "forced to shoot you". you can be disarmed easily by security guards, employees, cops, or even just civilians. 911 won't shoot you just because you're threatening to shoot other people. you'll probably misfire while you're at the gun range. genuinely just buy a gun if you can afford it.
I dont have any money no money
 
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scoba32

Member
Dec 31, 2025
46
I dont have any money no money
bro you know there are other methods right?
think of it like this bro.. would you rather wait a few extra weeks and have a thought out plan or risk being locked up for years in a mental hospital where they are going to do everything they can to not let you ctb
 
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cbtvvxxvvv

can you come and murder me :3
Mar 4, 2026
50
best of luck. make sure it really does the job
, don't want to be a vegetable the rest of your life!

and if possible try to make sure you're alone or at least minimal amount of people around you to be traumatized
 
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Zristal

Member
Feb 12, 2026
29
bro you know there are other methods right?
think of it like this bro.. would you rather wait a few extra weeks and have a thought out plan or risk being locked up for years in a mental hospital where they are going to do everything they can to not let you ctb
I don't want to wait. No cop would avoid shooting someone pointing a gun at them
 
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scoba32

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Dec 31, 2025
46
I don't want to wait. No cop would avoid shooting someone pointing a gun at them
yeah but does not mean they are going to lethally shoot you what if they shoot your chest and it does not go through any vital organs
not only that they are going to try tazers and nonlethals
also how are you gonna prevent someone from coming around the back and disarming you... be careful bro this is super risky
 
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Zristal

Member
Feb 12, 2026
29
yeah but does not mean they are going to lethally shoot you what if they shoot your chest and it does not go through any vital organs
not only that they are going to try tazers and nonlethals
also how are you gonna prevent someone from coming around the back and disarming you... be careful bro this is super risky
This is assuming i dont shoot myself in the head in time ithe cops is just plan b
 
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scoba32

Member
Dec 31, 2025
46
This is assuming i dont shoot myself in the head in time ithe cops is just plan b
have you used a gun before?
also how do you know you won't be overcome by SI in the moment
you gotta be 100% sure because its gonna be a whole process
they are probably gonna do a background check on you too
 
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Zristal

Member
Feb 12, 2026
29
have you used a gun before?
also how do you know you won't be overcome by SI in the moment
you gotta be 100% sure because its gonna be a whole process
they are probably gonna do a background check on you too
No no No haven't i just want to die NOW
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
70
--> you say you have no money for a gun
-----> then state all these hypotheticals about having a gun and then getting the cops to shoot you * which is INCREDIBLY unlikely
Think it over. Make a cup of tea. The urgency is understood.
 
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Zristal

Member
Feb 12, 2026
29
--> you say you have no money for a gun
-----> then state all these hypotheticals about having a gun and then getting the cops to shoot you * which is INCREDIBLY unlikely
Think it over. Make a cup of tea. The urgency is understood.
I MEAN if i stole a gun from a range then shot myself.
 
TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
325
Nothing NOTHING CAN STOP THIS ONE I WILL FORCE SOMEONE TO TRY TO SHOOT KE IF I HAVE TO. WHAT IF I CALLED 9/11 THEN THREATENED TO SHOOT THEM SO THEYLL KILL ME.
I don't know if you have ever been to a range but in my experience they are very strict and they have people watching the lanes at all times. You can't even load the gun until you are at your lane. And if they even suspect that you're about to turn that gun in a direction other than forward, they will step in.

I had the same thought as you at one point until I experienced the gun range. Chances are you won't succeed in killing yourself and will end up in the psych ward with probably some legal issues as well.

Not telling you what to do, just sharing my experience.
 
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Zristal

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Feb 12, 2026
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I don't know if you have ever been to a range but in my experience they are very strict and they have people watching the lanes at all times. You can't even load the gun until you are at your lane. And if they even suspect that you're about to turn that gun in a direction other than forward, they will step in.

I had the same thought as you at one point until I experienced the gun range. Chances are you won't succeed in killing yourself and will end up in the psych ward with probably some legal issues as well.

Not telling you what to do, just sharing my experience.
There's nothing else i can do to die immediately.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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A few months ago, I said don't do this to some user. This You could accidentally hurt someone. But now I'm pretty desperate too.
The lack of an easy way out, pushes people to do things like this. Politicians should think of that.
 
ScaredCutter

ScaredCutter

Twin Turbo
Oct 16, 2025
344
thing is, if the ranger is watching, they can tackle it off u or can observe ur behaviour and such. stealing it wont be easy as well, idk what rangers do at their job but i think theyd know if u took a gun. also, suicide by cop is one of the hardest things u can do, everything depends on the cop and situation. cops never want to shoot someone to death, they js wanna knock out ur weapon or put u in a state where u CANT attack or anything. its usually a last resort to kill the person, when they charge with their weapon or if thye have a ranged one, are firing it. yeah, sometimes they can fatally shoot somebody even if they dont have anything, all those cases but, its never gaurantee to happen. stupid cops who abuse their job.

also, all those successful videos/clips of people CTB in a gun range? they just got so lucky, quick thinking and acting. did it whilst itd be too late for someone to intervene. suicide in those places makes them heighten a bunch of shit as well. who knows what theyll install next.

u speak a lot like someone i know.
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
325
There's nothing else i can do to die immediately.
I am so sorry it has come to this. Only thing I can recommend is: be calm when you go in. And when you make that decision, make sure it's what you want and make it quick.
 

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