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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
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will it be pathetic if i die? will it be pathetic if i do this to prove her the few times i told her i wanted a way out i wasn't i wasn't joking? im ashamed.
 
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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
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You're not pathetic. If you're considering this, your pain must be great.

All I will say is, if you're going to make this decision, make it for you, not for her. I understand the desire for revenge, but this form of revenge is a one-way ticket. Understand that.

I wish you happiness in whatever you choose.
 
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ravenx

ravenx

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Sep 9, 2024
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You're not pathetic. If you're considering this, your pain must be great.

All I will say is, if you're going to make this decision, make it for you, not for her. I understand the desire for revenge, but this form of revenge is a one-way ticket. Understand that.

I wish you happiness in whatever you choose.
i don't wanna die but yes, this form of revenge is all i know. I didn't want to do this.
 
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Michi_Violeta

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Feb 3, 2025
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i don't wanna die but yes, this form of revenge is all i know. I didn't want to do this.
Don't be ashamed, no wrong answers here. You seem to have already answered the question on the thread's title: you don't wanna die. And that's okay, means part of you still wants to go on despite her. Revenge is pointless, it'll only make things worse for you: cliche as it may sound, revenge simply isn't the answer.

It must've been a hard time waiting for her to reply, maybe try getting some rest, revisit it all in the morning, see what's your answer to the question: what to do now?
 
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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
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Don't be ashamed, no wrong answers here. You seem to have already answered the question on the thread's title: you don't wanna die. And that's okay, means part of you still wants to go on despite her. Revenge is pointless, it'll only make things worse for you: cliche as it may sound, revenge simply isn't the answer.

It must've been a hard time waiting for her to reply, maybe try getting some rest, revisit it all in the morning, see what's your answer to the question: what to do now?
move on despite being in pain.
 
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ravenx

ravenx

dead.
Sep 9, 2024
68
Then you're stronger man than I am, keep on keeping on then and maybe life will get better once you do.
it's more about the fact my cousin did take part in this, it made me realize i don't have a good family to rely on. i do want to take this as a revenge to everyone who has hurt me, so they stick in their mind the fact that they killed someone.
 
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Kyotospade

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
314
Find someone to message, make a friend find another person to fall for . She obviously doesnt care
 
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