Hello, guys. I am a Brazilian guy. There is a song that I think captures the essence of depression and suicidal ideation. It's called "Com Todas as Letras," which means "With all the letters" in English.
Lyrics in english:
I ingested a lethal dose of poison
And wander through the city
Everything is accomplished
Now it's fate
The future then boils down
To a mere matter of time
I condensed my future
Life prospects
Into meager, fleeting moments
And through the streets, I release myself
Breaking windows
Disrespecting authority
Blaspheming against God's will
Against the Motherland and Property
The agony of a suicidal person
Is the most faithful expression of freedom
A ship without anchors
That the winds of fate
Guide to the harbor, to death
I've always liked red
The color of the flag is the color of our hearts
And without hesitation, I try
With a sharp object
To sever the jugular vein
Then in a pool of blood
I finally discover that happiness
Is to see my dying desires
Satisfied in every letter.
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Hope u guys aprecciate the song!