Discussion Sex or Masturbate much now?

[OkTotti]

I got to ask and sorry if this too salacious. How often do you have sex or masturbate with CTB on your mind....

Myself - my sex drive is almost non existent...

 

[Schopenhauer]

My sex life has been nonexistent for the past few months. To be honest, I didn't have much of a sex drive since my break-up. But now that my end is in sight, I found myself horny again. I've decided to go to a high-class establishment on Wednesday, and have a great afternoon with a woman. I feel the need for human contact one last time.

 

[Empty Smile]

My sex drive died about 4 years ago. The way I look at sex now is if it happens, it happens, if it don't, it dont. I really don't care either way.

 

[Fucking loving it]

I have been hypersexual due to mania... and yeah I have thought about it.

 

[Midnight]

Depends on funds really ... Stuck in high gear for at least 15yrs. Sad part is it's been 95% toll roads.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I suppose it's what makes me an extra piece of shit in this life - I can still enjoy myself or a partner- no matter how much I am trying to kill myself. Guess I figure life is mostly horrible, so may as well indulge in something that feels good?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Sex never, masturbate once every day or every second day before bed to be able to fall asleep but if I drink I don´t need to.

 

[Mr2005]

I got to ask and sorry if this too salacious. How often do you have sex or masturbate with CTB on your mind....

Myself - my sex drive is almost non existent...

I'd rather masturbate than have sex and it makes me want to die

 

[jaemus12]

I haven't masturbated in quite a while. It's been a shitty week and I got to a point so low I just sat there.

Now I got blue balls...fucking hurts.

 

[OkTotti]

I have been hypersexual due to mania... and yeah I have thought about it.

Is this is something you have been diagnosed with? What do you do control your urges so you don't do something you may regret?

 

[Fucking loving it]

I masterbate. I don't go out.

 

[Fucking loving it]

Is this is something you have been diagnosed with? What do you do control your urges so you don't do something you may regret?

Symptom of bipolar

 

[Tokyojoe]

Zero sex drive and ready to die.

 

[The Blackangel]

No libido whatsoever. On occasion I feel arousal, but never to the point of feeling any desire to do anything. Masturbation is hollow for me, and sex is boring. So I see no point.

I will admit when I was younger I was a total whore (figuratively speaking). I was willing to fuck just about anything that moved.

Now however...

Total 180.

 

[GiveMeNovacaine]

Sex? No, I'm a virgin.
I sometimes masturbate for the hell of it. Although I lost my sex drive years ago.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I'm not into sex anymore, despite a willing partner. I know it's hard on her because it was a different story when we got together a few years ago, but she's seen me deteriorate and my sex drive go down the drain as a result. I do still masturbate sometimes though, maybe 2-3 times a week.

 

[TAW122]

I'm pretty much dull most of the time, but sometimes I do masturbate in the privacy of my bedroom to relieve some stress and for some pleasure.

 

[Aesthler]

I'm not into sex anymore, despite a willing partner. I know it's hard on her because it was a different story when we got together a few years ago, but she's seen me deteriorate and my sex drive go down the drain as a result. I do still masturbate sometimes though, maybe 2-3 times a week.

This sounds like the latter part of my last relationship, she was willing and I was not always in the mood for it. I do crave sex from time to time. Mostly I just do the masturbation thing a couple times a week.

 

[Help_Me]

Only the 2nd option is possible for me. Yet, I have a gf for 6 years. Imagine being a loser like me. As for the frequency : well, I am on constant thoughts about suicide / gas / N / worries / anxiety, so it is just a so-called "maintenance fap" for the last 2 months. I am not really interested in it. I'm more into thoughts of my death and being dead.

 

[longingforrelease]

Symptom of bipolar

I really appreciate seeing someone else here who has the bipolar symptom of hypersexuality. I went through an extended period of it and it destroyed my life. I had some pretty incredible sexual experiences but the bottom line is that it took way from me everything i cared about (my family, my job, and so much more. like self respect). I'm really glad you're here to share your truth

 

[worldexploder]

I haven't had it in 4 years. My sex drive is pretty much gone due to my depression, anxiety, and lack of sharing physical intimacy with a partner. I yank it about once a week or so to "clean out the pipes" so to speak.

 

[Red star]

Masturbation is everyday sometimes more than once depending how I feel. I prefer to use my imagination over porn cause then atleast the energy is going towards someone which would be useful.

 

[lost illusions]

No sex life for several years, not much of a drive either anymore. I didn't really have much libido when I was younger, just a severe need for acceptance. I'd try again despite knowing I will make a fool out of myself if given a chance. Anyone needing a laugh?

 

[Sundayafternoon]

I've always oscillated between hypersexuality and Sexarexia.
Recently, sex with others is far less appealing. I'm sure it's because i haven't any new prospects so I'd be with someone I've known for years and i have a tremendous amount of feelings for. And i know I'm only a fuck to him. That hurts too much. I'm really just not in the mood for random sex but i fear it's the way I'll get to interact with someone and SHINE (I'm a beast).

Now i take care of it my self when the mood hits. Normally after too much adderral and no where to go.

 

[OnlyMercy]

I try to refrain from sex or masturbation in a bid to direct the excess "focus" and "energy" towards a solid exit plan. This prompts me to accelerate research and buying all the necessary tools.

I suspect I'll spend my last few days in a whore house with little regard to safe sexual practices once I have everything I need to exit this world.

 

[Xerxes]

Can't even get an erection when I have CTB on my mind.

 

[Eren]

Yes, I masturbate daily.

 

[Dani Paradox]

I've been masturbating more lately. Every other day or so..

 

[Kitsunefox]

I used to be hypersexual, now I realized I have more important things to think about.

 

[BACONF]

Only masturbate...but just when Im bored. Im more focused in ctb.