Whitewash11235814
Experienced
- Oct 21, 2019
- 207
Many may discredit my experience as psychosis, but I'm 110% sure it wasn't psychosis. At least that's not what started and continued it. Other humans partook in this evil and cruel "game".
My family is falling apart because I can't trust them anymore.
It all started on FB playing some cryptic games w others w text. Then at one point It progressed to real life. I was becoming anxious and at one point I typed in FB chat " I think my accs and email are hacked" and at that split second everything went out. My Facebook literally froze and then it logged me out. Couldn't log in afterwards. At one point I went downstairs to watch TV...And names that I knew popped up on the screen. Long story short, I admitted myself to a ward since it was too much for me. When I first entered the ward, I saw 2 individuals my age on a table eating Cheetos with one eye closed. Their attention was on me. They proceeded to tell me things about me they shouldn't have known. I've never EVER had this type of experience in a ward and I've been hospitalized numerous times prior. They were telling me things like " it's illuminati" and that only got me more paranoid. It was such a bizarre experience. So much strange stuff happened there. They were telling me personal details about me that took place years ago! And they were complete strangers but yet they acted as if they knew me. It was a TRULY terrifying experience that will forever continue to terrorize me till the day I die. The worst part of it all the staff at the psyche unit understood what was taking place. One lady with a jersey told the group therapist " are you in this or not?" once I started telling them that they'll likely go to hell for terrorizing me and trying to cover it up. But the people there seemed remorseless or otherwise lacked complete understanding of what I was going through.
During this experience, my step-dad gave me a call and told me " Sorry, you were a guinea pig." Now he denies ever saying it. Pathetic human being. This is barely a gist of my experience. Not long ago someone from FB told me " We know you've been in a psyche ward! We had you monitored!" And that was the same group of people on FB where it all started. It was beyond cruel. I hope they feel happy knowing they severely impacted my life in a negative way, killed my relationship and trust w my parents, and pretty much never gave me any sort of closure or explanation.
the world is filled with sick people.
My family is falling apart because I can't trust them anymore.
It all started on FB playing some cryptic games w others w text. Then at one point It progressed to real life. I was becoming anxious and at one point I typed in FB chat " I think my accs and email are hacked" and at that split second everything went out. My Facebook literally froze and then it logged me out. Couldn't log in afterwards. At one point I went downstairs to watch TV...And names that I knew popped up on the screen. Long story short, I admitted myself to a ward since it was too much for me. When I first entered the ward, I saw 2 individuals my age on a table eating Cheetos with one eye closed. Their attention was on me. They proceeded to tell me things about me they shouldn't have known. I've never EVER had this type of experience in a ward and I've been hospitalized numerous times prior. They were telling me things like " it's illuminati" and that only got me more paranoid. It was such a bizarre experience. So much strange stuff happened there. They were telling me personal details about me that took place years ago! And they were complete strangers but yet they acted as if they knew me. It was a TRULY terrifying experience that will forever continue to terrorize me till the day I die. The worst part of it all the staff at the psyche unit understood what was taking place. One lady with a jersey told the group therapist " are you in this or not?" once I started telling them that they'll likely go to hell for terrorizing me and trying to cover it up. But the people there seemed remorseless or otherwise lacked complete understanding of what I was going through.
During this experience, my step-dad gave me a call and told me " Sorry, you were a guinea pig." Now he denies ever saying it. Pathetic human being. This is barely a gist of my experience. Not long ago someone from FB told me " We know you've been in a psyche ward! We had you monitored!" And that was the same group of people on FB where it all started. It was beyond cruel. I hope they feel happy knowing they severely impacted my life in a negative way, killed my relationship and trust w my parents, and pretty much never gave me any sort of closure or explanation.
the world is filled with sick people.
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