Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
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For almost a year now, I have had very severe paranoia.
Here are my main concerns: (all connected to authorities)
- My house will be raided
- They will somehow extract all of my files without me knowing
- sirens will sound ANY MINUTE
- If I hear sirens OR anything that sounds like sirens I will have a panic attack
- I'm starting to hear sirens in my head (they sound real!!)
- they will find me when I am in public
- they are tracking my location and noting down my ip AS WE SPEAK
- potential secret agent hiding under my bed at night
- secret police cars watching me at all times
- a large database of my info
- poisoning in food and drinks
- cameras around house and outside
I have not done anything wrong, I am just paranoid and scared as hell!
 
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howard

howard

Experienced
Sep 13, 2019
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It's all true, there watching me as well.
It's because of what we think!
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

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Apr 22, 2019
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For almost a year now, I have had very severe paranoia.
Here are my main concerns: (all connected to authorities)
- My house will be raided
- They will somehow extract all of my files without me knowing
- sirens will sound ANY MINUTE
- If I hear sirens OR anything that sounds like sirens I will have a panic attack
- I'm starting to hear sirens in my head (they sound real!!)
- they will find me when I am in public
- they are tracking my location and noting down my ip AS WE SPEAK
- potential secret agent hiding under my bed at night
- secret police cars watching me at all times
- a large database of my info
- poisoning in food and drinks
- cameras around house and outside
I have not done anything wrong, I am just paranoid and scared as hell!
I feel the exact same especially the cameras around the house.... Sometimes I even act like someone with me so when they look at the footage I might look somewhat 'normal'
 
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Phill

Phill

Student
Dec 19, 2019
150
I hate cameras. Everytime I go to a bathroom which is not the one of my house, I make a search for any hidden camera. I also think someone is using some device to record what I'm talking, especially at work. That sucks.
 
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netrezven

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Dec 13, 2018
515
Ya, that's me too, except for the agent under my bed :) Btw, in my room they found a mic few months after i left. The funny part is, that i always thought it was inside the stationary phone on mine desk. Back in those days i really joked around.
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
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Ya, that's me too, except for the agent under my bed :) Btw, in my room they found a mic few months after i left. The funny part is, that i always thought it was inside the stationary phone on mine desk. Back in those days i really joked around.
Woh that's crazy
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
I had very bad paranois ones it was down to not sleeping for two weeks. In fact I had a full on melt down and had to be rushed into hospital thort they were dragons after me . And demons hiding in every dark place in the end i was having nightmares while still awake. They had to put me into a coma for all most a month then took another year or so to get over it. In fact i never really recovered from it i still sum times sit they and blank out . Then few moments later I am back to normal well my normal ;) LOL :D
 
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lowres

lowres

Scum
Feb 9, 2019
119
I feel the same way all the time and sometimes it leaves me sleepless, I just have to find ways to reassure my self that I am doing nothing wrong, i need to repress these intrusive thoughts, and that I am not important enough for large scale government and others to harrass me (although thats the hardest part due to how my govt has spent countless resources holding me in a hospital against my will and dragging me in there to be held)
 
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