Setting the date

[Alo the obvi alien]

I have decided that in June- August. I will be CTB. I have started to write my exit note in a non distressed state so I can explain why. I haven't set the official date yet (though closer to my birthday helps the grieving hopefully. Only mourning one day instead of two.) My plan is to save as much money as possible for a passport, ticket, Airbnb, and a week vacation. I want the best week of my life so on that last day I can go to sleep and not wake up. I already have a method and it seems very easy to do. I don't want to CTB in distress, I've been wanting to CTB since my dad came back into my life. I want to CTB in peace. Knowing that it was my choice, my time, my right. I hope it all goes well. I hope I don't see the day I turn 25.

I hope others that want to CTB at least wait to be at their happiest to see if they still want to. You only live once don't end it with regret please.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, best wishes.

 

[Alo the obvi alien]

I hope you find the peace you search for, best wishes.

Thank you.