Endless_suffering
I want out
- Jul 12, 2024
- 116
I have 7,125mg of seroquel and read that 6000 is enough to be lethal but that people have survived taking 30,000 (that was probably me when I was younger I was on 1600 a day and took a 90 day supply once and my heart stopped. But I was revived. But my tolerance is much much lower. It's been like 15 years since I was on it. I've been trying for like twenty years to end my pain and I can't take this shit anymore. I'm always in pain. Always crying. Always wishing I could just end the suffering. I was abused all my childhood. Sold for sex. And my marriage is abusive too. I'm 37 now. I'm also considering sodium nitrite or buying a dissembled gun online which is totally legal now. I found a website, ghostguns.com selling guns dissembled, the complete kit for $330 but you don't need a permit or background check or anything and with my ptsd and depression it ain't like I can walk into a regular guns and ammo store and buy a gun… the latter is most tempting to me because it's most likely to be auccessful. I'm just so f*cking tired!!