Lifeis_Jouissance70

Lifeis_Jouissance70

Come, sweet death
Oct 25, 2023
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This world can go fxck itself. Im tired of feeling so horrible and so uncomfortable in my own body I hate my body I hate myself I have so much self loathing, I hated myself in the past I hate myself now absolutely nothing has changed, yes I've become more aware that I am an absolute idiot but what truly changed for real, I cant find a way which I can appreciate me or the former me. Im absolutely tired of feeling this way... Im beyond saving the only thing holding me back is someone which I care about they have so much hope in me and they are so hopeful of me being better, they do not know how much I wish my suffering to end though. I feel like there is a void that can never be filled because it is infinite, it goes on forever and ever, this empty feeling hurts eternally.

A song I listen to the lyrics is exactly how I feel the happy tune..the sad lyrics.. basically how shit is for me:

KOMM, SUSSEE TOD - M-10 Director's Edit Version - Arianne
 
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