Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
- 1,628
I haven't self harmed like this in years but tonight I just couldn't stop myself. I got overwhelmed by a wave of hopelessness. Now I've got a bunch of cuts over my stomach and hips. I'm mad that I started hurting myself again and it didn't even make me feel any better. I still feel like crap. I don't feel like it's my time to ctb yet so I'm just continuing to make myself suffer while I'm still stuck on this earth. What do you do, to stop you from hurting yourself?