Discussion Self harm?

[Toenditall]

Does anyone else cut on here I have been for the last year but I don't do it for the pain I do it because I like the feeling of the blood pooring out so I don't do anything to stop the bleeding and can go on for a few days but it feels good I think I'm more messed up than thought

 

[lemmeeleev]

I used to, and still do every once in a while. I still don't really know why I did it. I guess I just wanted to inflict pain on myself because the world wasn't hurting me enough in my eyes, unless you count feeling isolated. Not the same reasons as you probably, but long story short, yes.

 

[Jake.123]

I do every now and then when shit gets too much or if i think about shit too much. For me its about hurting myself cuz i hate myself alot.

 

[Beyondajoke]

I used to do it a bit and I'd get a strange feeling of triumph from it. Haven't done it for ages now, but I sometimes think about it.

 

[21Neberg]

I do too, nothing else is calming like cutting.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I really want to get back into it. Haven't done it for a long time but it would help me get by

 

[Raggas]

I don't cut and I'm not sure why I've never tried it. I usually just resort to depressing music instead, though I can understand people who do cut themselves (the sharp and intense rush).

 

[NotWorthLiving]

yeah, i cut. it is so relieving sometimes

 

[Chlo]

Used to cut, not anymore. Burn myself sometimes when drunk.

 

[brighter]

I like seeing the blood, it makes me feel real and calms me down when i'm in pain and want to claw my way out of my body

 

[SeekingSolace]

Strangely enough I've only cut once...it was on my thigh and I probably should have gotten stitches. I guess I was too much of a wimp to do it again. But when I'm hurting really intensely on the inside and I feel like someone is sitting on my chest and my hands go numb, I'll punch myself in the thighs until I am black and blue. Makes me experience some of the pain physically that I'm feeling on the inside. It's a kind of release...which is what I understand many people feel from cutting. It calms me down. Also it makes me feel fucked up.

 

[DreamsofDeath]

I do every now and again. I enjoy it, it feels like something I can do to momentarily distract from my wish to ctb. I see it as almost a temporary substitute, albeit a vastly inferior one, something to fill the void until I'm able to attain the ultimate goal.

 

[AnnihilatedAnna]

I used to cut, it stopped because of the possibility that i do want continu living. I dont want to have to explain to a possible future chil of mine what ive done to myself. As of today i have 91 days without it and i still think about it every day. I enjoyed the pain.

 

[Lil_Intro_Vert]

i do it a few times a week, really helps calm me down and helps validate my hurt too i guess

 

[Sanguinius]

I cut, and I burn, and I hit my fist against walls, and I pull my hair out, and bite, and I don't get painkillers when I have headache, and I don't let the wounds heal...
There are many forms of SH!

 

[Feline]

I like stubbing cigarettes out on my arms

Used to cut, not anymore. Burn myself sometimes when drunk.

 

[Chlo]

I like stubbing cigarettes out on my arms

That's what I do. Part of me kind of likes the circular scar it leaves behind.

 

[Feline]

Yes. I like my pink circular scars.

That's what I do. Part of me kind of likes the circular scar it leaves behind.

 

[LifeSick]

I tried once but I didn't cut deep enough. I usually just punch myself in the head.

 

[lizinha]

I'm many months clean but i used to constantly burn myself with a cigarette or cut up my arms.