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What's the most guaranteed way? I need help i want to do it without hurting people or becoming a vegetable. I attempted and survived only because people saved me. I wanna make sure that i basically have 100% certainty I will die without hurting other people which is very difficult because I don't have a lot of options or money… i have to try and not get catch or found. Its also hard to do sober because i don't have it in me when im sober but a complicates things. I always have this impulse this flight or flight panic that stops me even though I know ultimately.. how do I shut off that panic that is trying to keep me alive? What is it called? Human instinct? I wish i could give someone $ to just do it or help me and maybe provide comfort as i pass.. tho i am aware that I doubt most people would wanna do that unless there is something wrong with them. If there's something wrong with them, I don't wanna know what they'll do to me. Ugh
 
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The most guaranteed way is firearm. That is the method I'll be doing. Even that can fail if executed poorly, hence why I've been doing lots of research and planning.

I found a place where I definitely won't be found until it's too late.
 

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