Venting Scared.

[allym101]

The thought of failing another suicide attempt makes my skin crawl. I don't care if in my last moments I unexpectedly feel the pain of 1000 men, I need to end this. I'm not religious, but I hope if there is any higher power, please spare me just a little bit of pity. Please, please..please don't fail

 

[FriendofDeath]

Sending light and love, no matter what decision you make. I'm sorry for your pain.

 

[Close_to_freedom]

Me too

 

[Valsalva]

The thought of failing another suicide attempt makes my skin crawl. I don't care if in my last moments I unexpectedly feel the pain of 1000 men, I need to end this. I'm not religious, but I hope if there is any higher power, please spare me just a little bit of pity. Please, please..please don't fail

How did. you Familie before?

 

[KibblesNBits]

Afraid of dying but also terrified of the prospect of lingering and suffering. I just wish someone could hold me.

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace and love friend 101

 

[Valsalva]

How did. you Familie before?

Sorry. I meant how did you fail before?

 

[allym101]

Sorry. I meant how did you fail before?

Didn't plan well enough or do my research, I would "research" but it would be one quora posting and I'd base the entire attempt off it. I'm so prepared this time though, it feels real. I feel like my existence is slowing coming to a stop, this time for once it feels REAL

 

[Valsalva]

Which method did you try and which method will you use now? Best wishes and peace.