Scared of ordering SN

[killedbypsychiatry]

I can't order SN directly to my house because I fear it will arrive while my mom is home

However do you guys think it's risky to send the SN package to my friend house? I am very paranoid of someone accidentally eating a bit of the SN and dying bc of fault.

I'm sorry if I'm being paranoid, I'm just so scared!

 

[Outofhope]

I don't think they'd eat enough to die, or even open it tbh. Sn is overtly salty too, so makes it that even less likely.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

I'm sorry if I'm being paranoid, I'm just so scared!

How old are you?

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

How old are you?

18

 

[Mentalmick]

Why on earth would someone accidentally eat it? I know I would but I'm a fucking idiot.

 

[Abir_london]

18

You shouldn't be here kiddo,what do you know about life !

 

[x~Sophia~x]

18

Hmm, try again...?

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

I was just being paranoid, I'm sorry I don't think anything will happen

You shouldn't be here kiddo,what do you know about life !

I so wish I didn't had to be here :(

Why on earth would someone accidentally eat it? I know I would but I'm a fucking idiot.

My friend has a little cousin, and you know how toddlers like to put everything in their mouths? I already made sure and the sn bag does arrive in a sealed box. (I live in a developing country where there's no much regulation, they've send products without a box)

 

[Aloken]

You shouldn't be here kiddo,what do you know about life !

Were you joking? If you weren't, I find this really condescending.. Age has nothing to do with pain and feeling suicidal. In my country, 18 is when you become an adult, not that I care about law. I guess you're from USA where 21 is when you become an adult. Anyway, saying to a person that they know nothing about life is rather condescending in my opinion. If you were joking, please forgive me!

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

Were you joking? If you weren't, I find this really condescending.. Age has nothing to do with pain and feeling suicidal. In my country, 18 is when you become an adult, not that I care about law. I guess you're from USA where 21 is when you become an adult. Anyway, saying to a person that they know nothing about life is rather condescending in my opinion. If you were joking, please forgive me!

exactly! thank you! I don't know if it was a joke or not...

 

[mbrox]

if I ever order something really important that i don't want family or housemates to find, i get it sent to a parcel locker. See if there are any in your area. Most of them here are 24/7 and hold your parcel for 24 hours. It also removes the possibility of someone stealing your parcel

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

if I ever order something really important that i don't want family or housemates to find, i get it sent to a parcel locker. See if there are any in your area. Most of them here are 24/7 and hold your parcel for 24 hours. It also removes the possibility of someone stealing your parcel

thanks! this is a good idea.

 

[scarletbluebell]

Website asks for reason for purchase. Any suggestions please?

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

Website asks for reason for purchase. Any suggestions please?

meat curing

 

[Aloken]

exactly! thank you! I don't know if it was a joke or not...

Yeah, I'm surprised with this reply. Let's hope it was a joke!

 

[rs929]

Yeah, I'm surprised with this reply. Let's hope it was a joke!

I agree with him to some extent. If OP is really 18 he has a lot of time ahead. Unless he is terminally ill or something extreme, there is plenty of room for change. I'm pro choice but a savvy choice.
I think OP should give such a decision at least a few more years...

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

I agree with him to some extent. If OP is really 18 he has a lot of time ahead. Unless he is terminally ill or something extreme, there is plenty of room for change. I'm pro choice but a savvy choice.
I think OP should give such a decision at least a few more years...

I am indeed terminally ill. I used to love life so so much. But a year ago I developed several diseases with no cure because I was given a drug that caused an adverse reaction. The illnesses are severe because they are neurological. Too much pain 24/7. I hate that my life was so short. I actually died at age 17, when my brain and body became severely diseased. I'm now just a corpse with a bit of life. I have a lot of grief. Still I think I am going to give this more years because I don't have the guts yet and because I don't want to affect my twin. She knows I'm sick and it's inevitable I'm going to die either by suicide or if my parents help, Dignitas. But she doesn't want me to go yet. I want to get SN in case in the future it's more controlled like N.

 

[Aloken]

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I agree with him to some extent. If OP is really 18 he has a lot of time ahead. Unless he is terminally ill or something extreme, there is plenty of room for change. I'm pro choice but a savvyy choice.
I think OP should give such a decision at least a few more years...

I'm not saying OP should just do it. Yes, maybe their problems can be fixed, who knows? I don't, you don't and the other person doesn't know too. So there's no reason to answer in this manner. They could have said something like "such a shame that you're so young and here. Are you sure you want to do this? Maybe you could turn this around somehow, you're still young and maybe you have more opportunities than others, who knows". The pain, problems and experiences of others should never be belittled. I'm 24 myself, one could say I'm too young for this, but no one has a say, really.

 

[rs929]

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I'm not saying OP should just do it. Yes, maybe their problems can be fixed, who knows? I don't, you don't and the other person doesn't know too. So there's no reason to answer in this manner. They could have said something like "such a shame that you're so young and here. Are you sure you want to do this? Maybe you could turn this around somehow, you're still young and maybe you have more opportunities than others, who knows". The pain, problems and experiences of others should never be belittled. I'm 24 myself, one could say I'm too young for this, but no one has a say, really.

Yes he was invalidating, but I understand where he comes from...

Which drug were you given? I wanna know more about your story

 

[Zombiegal]

Check your country laws. Some people can be jailed if they have any involvement in CTB. Why not get a PO Box just for that and then no one has to worry unless you can't get out.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

Check your country laws. Some people can be jailed if they have any involvement in CTB. Why not get a PO Box just for that and then no one has to worry unless you can't get out.

I thought of that but I have severe agoraphobia... I can't get out of my house so I thought it could be better to send it to his house and then get Uber to pick it up. But if I'm putting him at risk then I'll obviously reconsider. He obviously doesn't know it's SN I planned on telling him the package is a present for my parents.

 

[Zombiegal]

If you don't say what it is it should be ok. I'm paranoid too so I get it. But also the return label, if it has a chemical company name, that'd blow the present for my mom thing. Another option if you have it. Here there are places that accept deliveries from people so stuff isn't left outside to be stolen. Then they deliver to you. See if that's an option.