dolphin

dolphin

aquatic thing
Feb 7, 2019
213
Hi guys,

I'm planning on CTBing within the immediate future. I had made a post about having second thoughts a little while ago and I tried to engage with life again. I found that the issues that are leading me to CTB (chronic pain/cognitive problems) prevent me from having any quality of life. I'm glad that I tried to reach out there because now I feel more at peace with my decision. I would like to just spend time with my family now and get off the internet.
I hope that everyone here gets what they need. I think everyone should try reaching out before they decide to kill themselves, in whatever form that might be - even if you find that therapists, doctors, etc. aren't helpful, "reaching out" could include many things like trying a new hobby or just moving or quitting your shitty job etc. Just make sure that you aren't killing yourself impulsively or over an issue that could possibly be remediated. Life is precious. I hate suicide and I am sad that it has come to this, but I now feel confident in my decision.
 
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whyidon'tknow

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Jun 9, 2019
354
Love and kindness to you friend
 
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bacardirum

bacardirum

Experienced
May 21, 2019
233
All the best whatever you do, nice to spend some time with family...
 
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Aardwolf

Aardwolf

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Jun 19, 2019
43
Good on you for giving it another chance. I hope everything works out for you.
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
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I wish you the best of things and a peaceful journey. It is nice of you that you take the time to spend with your family. I know i'll have to be far away from them when I'll do it.
 
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alfie

Experienced
Dec 5, 2018
244
godspeed
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
574
Wish you all the best, it seems like you're a good person who got dealt a bad hand. Safe journeys.
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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Kudos on giving it your best shot. Safe journey my friend, I hope you can find some peace and happiness in whatever it is that comes next.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
As long as you are sure and comfortable with your decision. I wish you the peace you are seeking. Farewell friend.
 
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lululoo

lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
All the best to you, dolphin. I'm sorry your last effort wasn't helpful. I understand what you're feeling. Health issues are kind of a bottom line for me too. No matter what else changes they will always make my quality of life too low.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
Hi guys,

I'm planning on CTBing within the immediate future. I had made a post about having second thoughts a little while ago and I tried to engage with life again. I found that the issues that are leading me to CTB (chronic pain/cognitive problems) prevent me from having any quality of life. I'm glad that I tried to reach out there because now I feel more at peace with my decision. I would like to just spend time with my family now and get off the internet.
I hope that everyone here gets what they need. I think everyone should try reaching out before they decide to kill themselves, in whatever form that might be - even if you find that therapists, doctors, etc. aren't helpful, "reaching out" could include many things like trying a new hobby or just moving or quitting your shitty job etc. Just make sure that you aren't killing yourself impulsively or over an issue that could possibly be remediated. Life is precious. I hate suicide and I am sad that it has come to this, but I now feel confident in my decision.
Wise words.
I'm sorry you're in this place my friend. I don't know you but wish I could do something to take away your pain.
I wish you peace on your journey, no matter where that takes you.
DBD
 
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Alec

Alec

Wizard
Apr 22, 2019
681
Send you all the best and the biggest hug ❤️❤️❤️ Love you forever!
 
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Michelle

Michelle

Member
Jun 5, 2019
15
Hugs and well wishes
Rest in peace
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Hi guys,

I'm planning on CTBing within the immediate future. I had made a post about having second thoughts a little while ago and I tried to engage with life again. I found that the issues that are leading me to CTB (chronic pain/cognitive problems) prevent me from having any quality of life. I'm glad that I tried to reach out there because now I feel more at peace with my decision. I would like to just spend time with my family now and get off the internet.
I hope that everyone here gets what they need. I think everyone should try reaching out before they decide to kill themselves, in whatever form that might be - even if you find that therapists, doctors, etc. aren't helpful, "reaching out" could include many things like trying a new hobby or just moving or quitting your shitty job etc. Just make sure that you aren't killing yourself impulsively or over an issue that could possibly be remediated. Life is precious. I hate suicide and I am sad that it has come to this, but I now feel confident in my decision.

I hope you find the peace we are all looking for. :hug:
 
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Dreamcolleger

Dreamcolleger

I surrender... I SURRENDER!
Apr 26, 2019
219
Good luck with your next move, I hope you find peace.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Dear gallant @dolphin, I'm sad to see you go, but wish you the peace you seek. Journey well x
 
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Lol

Lol

nothing much.
Jun 13, 2019
31
proud of you for making your decision
 
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dolphin

dolphin

aquatic thing
Feb 7, 2019
213
many kind people <3
 
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letmeseethedeath

letmeseethedeath

catching the bus
Aug 4, 2018
465
i'm so sorry to hear that. good and kind people like should deserve a good and peaceful life. i hope you won't suffer anymore. i'm sending you so many hugs, you're in my heart. ❤️
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
My best wishes dolphin
 
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Ricks

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Jul 4, 2019
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I hope you find happiness...
 
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LifeIsNotFun

LifeIsNotFun

Mage
Jun 1, 2019
530
All the best my friend xo
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
peace.
 
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Rugnificent

Rugnificent

Tree
Jul 3, 2019
36
I'm really proud you sought to make things better first before making your decision. I wish that you can finally get the relief you deserve. :(
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
All the best, safe journey. Hugs and kisses, may you find peace.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
Best wishes and godspeed..
 
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Brainpain

chronic pain
Jun 14, 2019
106
I'm so sorry you didn't find the peace you were looking for on this earth. Good for you for coming to terms with your decision and exploring all options. I too have chronic pain and I understand how exhausting life is. I wish you the peace you have been seeking. Enjoy your final time with family and friends.
 
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