Say hello to my little friend!

[Eden2k]

 

[therhydler]

Hello ;)

 

[Eden2k]

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Had more but threw it down the toilet. This came last week.

Having it ready and with me is somewhat comforting. I need to contact hotel tomorrow to change date of booking. Shouldn't be a problem. The amount I paid for hotel, they better.

 

[Eden2k]

Had more but threw it down the toilet. This came last week.

Having it ready and with me is somewhat comforting. I need to contact hotel tomorrow to change date of booking. Shouldn't be a problem. The amount I paid for hotel, they better.

Why the fuck can I not stop smiling just looking at it? It's like I'm holding a new born baby in my hands, just in awe and mesmerised.

 

[Deleted member 4288]

Good friends are hard to find and they stay with you till the end ;) hello there

 

[MsM3talGamer]

When I get my morphine I can imagine kissing and hugging the bottle. LOL

 

[Eden2k]

Good friends are hard to find and they stay with you till the end ;) hello there

My "best friend" says hi right back.

 

[Eden2k]

When I get my morphine I can imagine kissing and hugging the bottle. LOL

Love it, kiss it, stroke it lol

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

expected a penis picture


still not disappointed though

 

[Eden2k]

expected a penis picture


still not disappointed though

Lol

 

[Deivis]

"Yo man! Want some dope? Blow? Some ice? Pills? Uppers, downers? SN? I've got em all, white boy!"

 

[NotWorthLiving]

Hello little friend

 

[Eden2k]

Hello little friend

My little friend says "hello"

 

[TAW122]

Hey NaNO2 :) Anyways, well done on procuring your method and hope you succeed in finding peace soon!

 

[Xaphous]

It's what you took last time right, how will you make sure no noise is made and you are not found this time

 

[Eden2k]

It's what you took last time right, how will you make sure no noise is made and you are not found this time

I have the other meds to take now i.e antiemetic and anti acid. I didn't have these before, so this should help. And I will not get off the bed this time. so know chance of stumbling around, making noise, knocking things over. Not too bothered about vomiting (hoping this doesn't happen again) I'll have a bin next to the bed just in case. Happy days

 

[Thoughtforms]

How are you feeling Eden knowing you're going to go through with that again? I would be so scared.

 

[Eden2k]

How are you feeling Eden knowing you're going to go through with that again? I would be so scared.

Now that the elation has passed from earlier, I'm quite sad to be honest. Just tearing up right now as I'm typing this. But it needs to be done. I'm not scared because I know where I went wrong last time. Just want to be with my son. I'm so over everyone and everything.

 

[Thoughtforms]

So sorry to hear that. We are here for you every step... 24/7 whenever you need us. You're not doing this alone. We are supporting you with whatever you choose.
You have been through so much already.

I'm sure your son wants to be with you too xx

 

[Severen]

Your cats going to find a nice home after you leave this Earth?