sadghost
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- May 17, 2020
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You know that familiar message that pops up on your phone that reads: "Low Battery". Yeah, I feel like that. I just don't want to do this anymore - none of it. Every single day I feel worse and worse and I can see that the end is near. I find it harder each day to fake coming off as "okay" to the point where it's now become nearly impossible.
I can't talk to anybody without my mental state being questioned. I don't even want to talk about it anymore, I'm so past that. I wish that I could have the people around me support my decision and act accordingly - like end of life care. I don't even want to talk to anybody anymore, it just ends in disappointment. I don't know why I bother, I just want to let go of everything. Fuck it all.
I can't talk to anybody without my mental state being questioned. I don't even want to talk about it anymore, I'm so past that. I wish that I could have the people around me support my decision and act accordingly - like end of life care. I don't even want to talk to anybody anymore, it just ends in disappointment. I don't know why I bother, I just want to let go of everything. Fuck it all.