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flyaway2

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Nov 12, 2020
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My wife embarrassed me yesterday and she left. I left before her and I'm holed in hotel room since yesterday drinking in different city. Wanted to hang yesterday but no place to put rope in the hotel room. So just drinking, smoking and sad and miserable.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I'm sorry you're going through that.
Have you checked the wardrobe/closet of your room? There's usually an iron bar (where you hang your clothes) which is useful for partial hanging.
Anyway, at least you're drinking and having fun in your own way I guess.
Don't worry. There'll come another day for you to CTB if that's what you really want but remember: always have a good plan.
 
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flyaway2

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I checked the clothes hanger. Its very weak. It can break even by pulling with hands.
 
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Time to fly

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Sorry to hear this...I hope you can find a way to get peace...please feel free to speak your mind, and remember you have the SS family to support you
 
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Umbrellaterm

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Oct 22, 2020
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How did she embarrass you?
 
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flyaway2

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When she came for her stuff she made a scene and big deal out of it. Brought her 2 sisters and uncle and drama all over the place
I ran away in the middle of it and here I am
 
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Umbrellaterm

All parents are evil incarnate
Oct 22, 2020
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When she came for her stuff she made a scene and big deal out of it. Brought her 2 sisters and uncle and drama all over the place
I ran away in the middle of it and here I am
Why didn't you stand your ground?
Did you have a justified reason to leave the scene?
 
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flyaway2

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Nov 12, 2020
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I don't like scenes. That why I ran away
 
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greebo6

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Could you do it outdoors (hanging)? Maybe from a tree in some woodland/forest where you won't get disturbed. Just an idea.
Really sorry you are going through all this.
 
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flyaway2

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The idea of being found in public people to come stare at my dead body and press report it not good. That's why prefer private place like hotel
 
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