Venting Ruined it

[spinningship]

Crying myself to sleep this hurts so badly. I hate falling for people so much. It ties me to reality and I just know I will never be good enough for him. He's so sweet and has such a cute smile. Talking with him is so comfortable. I completely ruined it and there's nothing I will ever be able to do. I need to get the fuck out now I can't do another week of this shit in my broken brain, he is the only thing that matters everything else is just noise.

 

[Roseate]

I'm sorry. Have you tried to explain things to him? If you want to talk about it, I'm just a message away.

 

[BBBB]

Why do you think you ruined it? What happened?