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synthcadia

synthcadia

dissociated angel.
Jul 8, 2023
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if i had to go in a dramatic way, i'd film my suicide somewhere. like rorochan_1999.

she recorded herself jumping from a building. you don't see her physically, but you see her POV. she hit some cars or something.

i'd record myself jumping from a building or something to my twitch audience. idk.

just a thought.

i want to be a legend. i want to be someone.
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

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Jun 7, 2023
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I get intrusive thoughts about streaming my CTB to my old friend group. a lot of them abandoned me when I needed friends the most, and they're all gone now.

but I don't think I will do that when the time comes. I think the risks and trauma associated with that would be too high.

are you a decently sized twitch livestreamer?
 
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synthcadia

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no, not yet.
 
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FuneralCry

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That person really does sound so courageous to me, jumping terrifies me as a method, I admire the bravery of those who manage to succeed.
 
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I would hate to be a legend, I want my existence to be forgotten, but I know that this is impossible. Throwing yourself from a high place isn't a bad idea, but I'd be selective.
 
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Ambivalent1

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Where's the video?

Being a somebody is temporary. Every somebody is forgotten quickly especially among the 8 billion unwashed masses of today. 15 min of fame is pushing it in the age of social media.
 
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front of me

front of me

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Indeed, this little girl had abnormal courage
 
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synthcadia

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Jul 8, 2023
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Where's the video?

Being a somebody is temporary. Every somebody is forgotten quickly especially among the 8 billion unwashed masses of today. 15 min of fame is pushing it in the age of social media.
here's the vid:



you don't see her dying but it's her POV.
Indeed, this little girl had abnormal courage
yeah.

i think i'd like to jump off the empire state building so i could feel time stop and gaze the world falling around me before i break my neck.
That person really does sound so courageous to me, jumping terrifies me as a method, I admire the bravery of those who manage to succeed.
she was courageous.

apparently she panicked on the way down but i can't confirm. but she became a legend.
 
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here's the vid:



you don't see her dying but it's her POV.

yeah.

i think i'd like to jump off the empire state building so i could feel time stop and gaze the world falling around me before i break my neck.

she was courageous.

apparently she panicked on the way down but i can't confirm. but she became a legend.

i know of roro's story and it broke my heart

"i think i'd like to jump off the empire state building so i could feel time stop and gaze the world falling around me before i break my neck."

an issue i see is that not only will that be heavily publicized but if they link it back to sasu it could have disastrous consequences for all of us.

consider removing eill associations to sasu before such a stunt
 
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