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iloveyoualex

iloveyoualex

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
7
For the past 5 months or so ive been getting insane signs from a member of my favorite band that has passed. Im too tired to go into detail but the main one i always bring up was when he gave me a tour of his house in my dreams and i was seeing it for the first time and when i looked his real house up later when i woke up it was the same house as what i saw the dream. There have been plenty of others. I am so lonely and all i really wanted in life was a man to come save me and i couldve been fine with that not happening if the rest of my life wasnt so bad, but it is, every aspect of my life is fucking horrible. Although i do feel crazy for saying i want to just kill myself and end my suffering and go with him, if you were at complete rock bottom and you started getting all this crazy psychic shit from your favorite dead rock star like hes calling out to you wouldnt you want to get off earth and go with him instead? Idk
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Mage
Dec 24, 2025
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every time i try to believe in "signs" i know i'm forcing it and deluding myself but i'm being serious when i say i believe u.
 
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vascomorrow

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Feb 11, 2026
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For the past 5 months or so ive been getting insane signs from a member of my favorite band that has passed. Im too tired to go into detail but the main one i always bring up was when he gave me a tour of his house in my dreams and i was seeing it for the first time and when i looked his real house up later when i woke up it was the same house as what i saw the dream. There have been plenty of others. I am so lonely and all i really wanted in life was a man to come save me and i couldve been fine with that not happening if the rest of my life wasnt so bad, but it is, every aspect of my life is fucking horrible. Although i do feel crazy for saying i want to just kill myself and end my suffering and go with him, if you were at complete rock bottom and you started getting all this crazy psychic shit from your favorite dead rock star like hes calling out to you wouldnt you want to get off earth and go with him instead? Idk
If youre 19 give yourself sometime. I think youll be okay and end up finding somebody perfect for you here on earth. I would not suggest CTB to find your ghost lover..
 
iloveyoualex

iloveyoualex

Lilah
Jun 8, 2025
7
If youre 19 give yourself sometime. I think youll be okay and end up finding somebody perfect for you here on earth. I would not suggest CTB to find your ghost lover..
Ive given myself plenty of years. Ive been looking since i was literally 12 lol. So its been almost 7 years. I find it ridiculous the concept of waiting any longer
 
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