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- Aug 6, 2024
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Hello. This is my first post to this community.
28M. Living in Europe. I want this thread to function as my diary. I will post here at least once a week. My ambition is to do it daily, but I do not want to give false promises. Public diary will make me more accountable to do something for my recovery. Encouragement is appreciated, but practical advice is even more valuable.
Problem description.
I am living in a home for disable people. I do not work and never completed secondary education. I am living of disability benefits.
My days are bland and mostly identical. I have nothing to go to. I offen feel like my life is some kind of useless suffering.
I am searching for ways to leave the institution,partake in society more effectively, earn money in a way that has less conditions attached then disability benefits and make my life better overall.
So, why post here when there is plenty of forums focused on recovery? I guess because I support forums free speech cause. Suicide is not my current goal, but I do not want someone to freak out and ban me in case I mention some specific suicide method. Free speech matters and I want to thank forum stuff for the opportunity to discuss this topic without judgment.![Heart :heart: :heart:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Let the fun begin!
Thanks for all comments.
Mood 5/10
28M. Living in Europe. I want this thread to function as my diary. I will post here at least once a week. My ambition is to do it daily, but I do not want to give false promises. Public diary will make me more accountable to do something for my recovery. Encouragement is appreciated, but practical advice is even more valuable.
Problem description.
I am living in a home for disable people. I do not work and never completed secondary education. I am living of disability benefits.
My days are bland and mostly identical. I have nothing to go to. I offen feel like my life is some kind of useless suffering.
I am searching for ways to leave the institution,partake in society more effectively, earn money in a way that has less conditions attached then disability benefits and make my life better overall.
So, why post here when there is plenty of forums focused on recovery? I guess because I support forums free speech cause. Suicide is not my current goal, but I do not want someone to freak out and ban me in case I mention some specific suicide method. Free speech matters and I want to thank forum stuff for the opportunity to discuss this topic without judgment.
Let the fun begin!
Thanks for all comments.
Mood 5/10
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