Venting Revisited by teen years heartbreak...again

[Insomniac]

I know I made a post about identifying as ace/aro not too long ago. I still identity as such now but.. that hasn't always been the case.

From time to time I'm revisited by the old and devastating feeling of heartbreak I experienced when I was a teen, when I had a heart that could actually get attached to others..

I can't believe I'm still not over this guy. I'm crying right now, I hate him so much for making me feel like this for 13 years straight. I want to stab myself in the chest, I'm so fucking lame and pathetic.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine it must be very painful to go through that. Our own thoughts can torture us. Losing something we had can be devastating which is why I would rather have nothing in the first place. I wish you the best.