Ravange is an interesting and intriguing concept that is as old as the human race … a Biblical 'an eye for an eye' and so on.
I have lived one of those lives, people, when polite refer to as 'interesting' and when not polite 'rather shitty'. Either way, it was my life and I come to view it as an interplay of many complex factors, including my owns shortcomings. Some with disastrous consequences.
Through it all, I have learned that, as we live, we wrong and hurt others and they wrong and hurt us. It is the inevitability of human existence, whether we are aware of it or not. There are times when we all feel that the pain inflicted on us is unjust and/or disproportional. We feel that our anger is justified and seek revenge. Mostly we employ our imagination to do the job. Some, not many, take practical steps. Even fewer follow through. Those that do follow through with inflicting whatever type of pain they consider justified, do not, contrary to expectation, arrive at the place of righteous peace. On the contrary – they feel worse. The reason is simple.
When we seek revenge, what we are really seeking is for those that harmed us to feel our pain, to feel sorry for harming us, to suffer themselves (or any combination of those). The truth is that when we inflict the pain on them (by whatever method) what they feel is not our pain, nor do they become enlightened to how hard they wronged us, made us suffer. No, what they feel is their pain and only that. Or if we kill them – they themselves feel nothing but those that loved them curse us as monsters. In other words – by inflicting pain and suffering on those that inflicted it on us – we only succeed in transforming them from monsters that they were to us into victims. Victims of an enraged madman/woman. They are those who would say – who the f… cares, just pass me that sledgehammer/whatever! I know that feeling. Every human does at least once.
I also know that the 'sledgehammer' can never make them truly feel what we want them to feel. The pain and the suffering that they have given us. That can only come from the depths of their hearts. For that, they need to live … and live for a long time.