krsu

krsu

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I just balled my eyes out when I found out he committed suicide. I knew he was lonely and depressed but he was such a sweethearted genuine person fuck everyone who mistreated him and didn't take his issues seriously. It's very sad because him and I seem to have alot of similarities when it came to feeling like you're not in control of your action and acting very impulsively... he just needed hugs and kisses fuck this world
I would have loved to talk to him about his sadness I know he needed people he could relate to and someone to tell him it's going to be ok and you're not alone
 
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ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

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Apr 18, 2020
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I never watched him before but I looked him up on Twitter, those final tweets were so relatable. I'm so sorry @krsu :heart:
 
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krsu

krsu

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The problem with being famous is that most people no longer see you as someone with feelings, and you end up surrounding yourself with people who don't understand you have feelings then the real wholehearted people who actually care about you get buried under the crowd and are never seen
 
ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

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Apr 18, 2020
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I can relate to most of that. You end up with a crowd of fake people. Also your life being put out there for people to judge that's anxiety in itself! The internet is ruining so many of us and especially a lot of good pure souls just getting attacked by the keyboard warriors.
 
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Deleted member 17949

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May 9, 2020
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F in the chat for our fellow epic gamer. I hope he rests in peace.
 
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2tirednow

2tirednow

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Feb 14, 2020
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I just logged into twitch and saw this. Poor, poor guy. Am gutted
 
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Theodora

Theodora

the phantom
Jun 25, 2020
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Damn I've never heard of him .. but now his Legacy will be remembered
 
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iqsjidpoq

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Apr 9, 2020
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What method did he use?

His brother's twitter says

My baby brother Byron
is gone. RIP. He left in a similar way as my older brother Guy. I've no siblings left.

His other brother took a bunch of pills (don't remember which ones, but I think it was anti depressants). Reckful wasn't on any anti depressants so I'm not sure what substance he took. He was rich so he could definitely have afforded N.

Makes me wonder if he viewed this forum to obtain a method.
 
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peacefully31425

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Aug 28, 2018
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Poor guy. I never watched him outside of a few irl streams he did with others and he always seemed like such a sweetheart.
 
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iqsjidpoq

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Apr 9, 2020
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Looks like reckful also had a problem abusing shrooms. Mental illness and shrooms don't mix :/.
 
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Looks like reckful also had a problem abusing shrooms. Mental illness and shrooms don't mix :/.

yeah i was using lsd quite often a year or so ago and it isn't always as good as people say, if you are already very weak-minded depressed and mentally ill it can cause you to do and think some pretty bad things
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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I've never heard of him before this thread but it looks like they didn't learn after Etika. I'm sure most of them won't learn after this one either.
RIP Byron.
 
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AllDoneLivedAGoodLif

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Jun 29, 2020
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Where did you get that information from? None of the articles I'm reading contains any of that information
 
kovkay

kovkay

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Jun 29, 2020
245
The police said it was instant and that he felt no pain. Source: Mizkif
 
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