repressed memories will they lead to suicide

[thesilentoceans]

does this ever happen to anyone else too ?its 2024 and im like 20 now but i cant seem to remember anything from my past like childhood and even last year. very thing is so foggy qhen i try to remember. and if i do remember after trying really really hard the memories overwhelm me that it starts to suffocate me and forces me do sh and isolate myself and angry at others....
why does this happen
does this happen to someone else